Incest Koi To Rok Lo~Pritam.bs~

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 101}
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Keerti boli “raat bhar jagti to kya hua. Subah to der tak soti rahti. Waise bhi kal Sunday hai. Kisi baat ki koi chinta nahi thi.”

Mai bola “chal thik hai. Tu jara ruk, mai bahar se pani lekar aata hu. Aaj jaldi jaldi me mai pani lena hi bhool gaya.”

Keerti boli “mai akele yaha kya karugi. Mai bhi tumhare sath chalugi.”

Mai bola “tujhe mere sath chipki rahna hai to, chipki rah. Magar mujhe abhi bahut jor se pyas lagi hai. Isliye chal pahle chal kar pani le aate hai. Fir baat karte hai.”

Keerti boli “to chalo na. Mai kaha mana kar rahi hu. Tum hi baton me lage ho.”

Mai bola “thik hai.”

Ye kah kar mai bahar jaane ke liye uth gaya. Mai kamre se bahar jaane ke liye, darwaja kholne laga. Lekin darwaja nahi khula. Shayad kisi ne darwaja, bahar se band kar diya tha. Lekin darwaja kisne aur kyo band kiya tha. Ye meri samajh ke bahar tha.

Darwaja khulte na dekh kar, mai nirash ho gaya aur wapas bed par aakar baith gaya. Lekin pyas ki vajah se mera haal behaal ho raha tha. Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, ab mai kya karu. Mujhe kamre se bahar nikalte na dekh kar keerti ne kaha.

Keerti boli “kya hua. Abhi tak kamre me hi kyo ho. Pani lene kyo nahi ja rahe ho.”

Mai bola “kaise jau. Kisi ne darwaja bahar se band kar diya hai.”

Keerti boli “aisa kisne kiya hoga.”

Mai bola “mere sone ke pahle priya mere kamre me aayi thi. Shayad wo hi jate jate darwaja bahar se band karke chali gayi.”

Keerti boli “lekin usne aisa kyo kiya hoga. Use aisa karke kya milega.”

Mai bola “mujhe kya malum. Ye to wo hi jaane.”

Keerti boli “ab tum kya karoge.”

Mai bola “ab mai subah hone ka intejar karne ke siwa kar hi kya sakta hu. Subah nikki mujhe jagane aayegi. Tab wo hi darwaja kholegi.”

Keerti boli “to kya tum saari raat pyase hi rahoge.

Mai bola “iske siwa mere pas rasta bhi kya hai. Ab itni raat ko darwaja khatkhata kar, sabki nind to kharab kar nahi sakta.”

Keerti boli “nahi, mai tumhe saari raat pyasa nahi rahne dugi. Tum ek kaam karo, nikki ko call laga kar darwaja kholne ko kah do.”

Mai bola “ye thik baat nahi hai. Us din bhi nikki ko aadhi raat ko jagaya tha. Aaj fir usko jagana mujhe acha nahi lag raha.”

Keerti boli “tab fir tum priya ko call karo. Aakhir darwaja bhi to, wo hi band karke gayi hai.”

Mai bola “priya ko tum rahne hi do. Wo bahut gahri nind me soti hai. Wo nahi jagegi.”

Keerti boli “tum call lagao to sahi. Wo jagti hai ya nahi ye bad me dekhege.”

Mai bola “yadi wo jaag bhi gayi to, itni raat ko mere dimag ka dahi banaye bina yaha se jayegi nahi. Isliye acha yahi hai ki, use sone hi diya jaye. Waise bhi sirf 4 ghante ki hi to baat hai. Mai kisi tarah se kaat luga.”

Keerti boli “nahi, mai tumhari koi baat nahi sunugi. In 4 ghanton me to tumhara pyas se aur bhi bura haal ho jayega. Mai tumhe is tarah pyas se tadapta nahi dekh sakti. Pls meri khatir ek baar priya ko call lagao.”

Mai bola “tu kahti hai to mai priya ko call laga deta hu. Magar wo nahi uthi to, fir kisi ko call karne ko mat bolna aur yadi uth gayi to, uska tamasha khud hi dekh lena.”

Keerti boli “tum call lagao na. Mujhe ummid hai ki wo jarur uth jayegi.”

Keerti ki baat sunkar maine priya ko call laga diya aur mere pahle hi call me priya se call utha bhi liya. Wo bahut jyada nind me lag rahi thi. Usne call uthate hi unidi si aawaj me kaha.

Priya boli “haan bolo, kya hua. Itni raat ko meri yaad kaise aa gayi.”

Mai bola “yaad aayi nahi hai. Tumne yaad karne par majbur kar diya hai.”

Priya boli “kyo, ab maine aisa kya kar diya hai.”

Mai bola “tum jate jate mere kamre ka darwaja bahar se band karke chali gayi aur ab mujhe pyas lagi hai to, mai pani lene bhi bahar nahi ja pa raha hu.”

Meri baat sunte hi priya ki saari nind bhag gayi. Usne mujhe yakin dilate huye kaha.

Priya boli “kasam se maine tumhare kamre ka darwaja band nahi kiya hai. Mai to use aise hi latka kar aa gayi thi.”

Mai bola “yadi tumne darwaja band nahi kiya hai to, fir kisne band kiya hai.”

Priya boli “mujhe kya malum. Mai to tumhare pas se sidhe apne kamre me aakar so gayi thi aur ab tumhare call karne par hi jaagi hu.”

Mai bola “chalo darwaja tumne band nahi kiya hai. Lekin tum abhi aakar darwaja khol to sakti ho na.”

Priya boli “haan, haan, tum ruko, mai abhi aati hu.”

Ye kah kar priya ne phone rakh diya. Uske phone rakhte hi keerti ne puchha.

Keerti boli “kya priya aa rahi hai.”

Mai bola “haan, wo aa rahi hai. Lekin wo kah rahi thi ki, darwaja usne band nahi kiya hai.”

Keerti boli “yadi priya ne darwaja band nahi kiya hai to, fir darwaja kisne aur kyo band kiya hai.”

Mai bola “ab ye to darwaja band karne wala hi jaane ki usne darwaja kyo band kiya hai.”

Mai abhi keerti se baat kar hi raha tha ki, mujhe darwaje par kisi ke hone ki aahat huyi. Mai samajh gaya ki priya hai. Mai bed se uth kar khada hua. Tabhi priya darwaja khol kar andar aa gayi.

Uske hath me pani ki bottle thi. Usne mujhe pani ki bottle di aur fir bed par baith gayi. Maine pani piya aur us se kaha.

Mai bola “sorry, tumhe itni raat ko pareshan kiya. Yadi tumhari nind nahi khulti to, sach me mera pyas ke maare bura haal ho gaya hota.”

Priya boli “aisa kaise ho sakta hai ki, tum mujhe jagao aur meri nind na khule. Ye baat aur hai ki tum kabhi mujhe jagate hi nahi ho.”

Mai bola “aaj to jaga diya na. Ab to khush ho.”

Priya boli “bahut khush hu. Isi khushi me soch rahi hu ki, yahi tumhare sath hi so jau.”

Mai bola “ab itni raat ko apna natak suru mat karo. Chupchap jakar so jao aur mujhe bhi sone do.”

Priya boli “mai tumhe sone se kaha mana kar rahi hu. Mai to bas itna hi bol rahi hu ki, mai bhi yahi so jati hu.”

Mai bola “tum fir suru ho gayi na. Isi vajah se mai tumhe jagana nahi chahta tha. Tumhe jaga kar maine sach me galti kar di hai.”

Priya boli “are itna bhadak kyo rahe ho. Mai to sirf majak kar rahi thi. Tumhe mera majak karna pasand nahi hai to, mai ab koi majak nahi karugi. Ab batao kya karna hai.”

Main bola “kuch nahi karna hai. Tumne itni raat ko uth kar meri madad ki, uske liye thanks. Ab mere upar ek aehsan aur karo. Mujhe chain se sone do aur khud bhi jakar so jao.”

Priya boli “iska matlab ki tum mujhe apne kamre se bhaga rahe ho. Soch lo, ye tum mere sath acha nahi kar rahe ho.”

Main bola “yaar, mera kahne ka tum galat matlab nikal rahi ho. Mai to sirf itna kahna chahta tha ki, abhi raat bahut ho gayi hai. Mujhe sona hai aur tum bhi apne kamre me jakar so jao.”

Priya boli “mai sab samajhti hu. Tum mujhe hamesha apne pas se bhagane ki koshish karte ho aur abhi mujhe apne kamre se nikal rahe ho.”

Mai bola “nahi, tum meri baat ko nahi samajh rahi ho. Itni raat ko tumhara mere kamre me akele rahna achi baat nahi hai. Yadi kisi ne dekh liya to, wo iska galat matlab nikalega. Pls mere kahne ka matlab samajhne ki koshish karo.”

Priya boli “ok ok, mai samajh gayi. Abhi to mai jati hu. Lekin bad me tumse is baat ka badla lekar rahugi.”

Ye kah kar priya bed se uth kar khadi ho gayi aur fir jaane lagi. Mai bhi uske pichhe pichhe, use darwaje tak chhodne aaya. Darwaje par pahuch kar usne mujhe good night kaha aur fir jaane lagi.

Mai use jaate huye dekh raha tha. Tabhi papa ke kamre ke samne se gujarte huye uske kadam ruk gaye. Usne palat kar meri taraf dekha. Mai samjha ki wo mujhe dekh rahi hai ki, mai abhi khada hu ya nahi, isliye maine use dekh kar muskura diya.

Lekin usne meri muskurahat ka koi jabab nahi diya aur papa ke kamre ke darwaje ki taraf bad gayi. Waha pahuch kar usne darwaje par apne kaan laga diye. Mujhe uski ye harkat ajib lagi. Isliye main bhi ye dekhne uske pas aa gaya ki, ye kya kar rahi hai.

Usne mujhe aate dekh kar chup rahne ka ishara kiya aur fir se apne kaan darwaje par laga diye. Maine use fir se aisa karte dekha to dhire se kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua. Ye kya kar rahi ho.”

Priya ne bhi dhire se jabab diya.

Priya boli “mujhe abhi uncle ke kamre se kisi ladki ki aawaj aayi.”

Priya ki is baat ko sunte hi meri aankhon me riya ka chehra ghum gaya. Mujhe is baat ka pura yakin tha ki, yadi priya ne sach me papa ke kamre se kisi ladki ki aawaj suni hai to. Wo ladki riya ke siwa koi aur nahi ho sakti thi. Lekin maine priya ke samne laparwahi se kaha.

Mai bola “itni raat ko koi ladki bhala yaha kaha se aa jayegi. Ho sakta hai ki tumhe koi vaham hua ho.”

Priya boli “nahi, maine bilkul saaf aawaj suni hai. Ruko abhi sab pata chal jayega.”

Ye kah kar priya darwaje se alag huyi aur fir kamre ke pas bani sidiyon ki taraf jaane lagi. Jo shayad upar chhat par jaane ke liye bani thi. Usne mujhe bhi sath aane ka ishara kiya to, mai bhi uske pichhe pichhe sidiyan chadne laga.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 102}
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Usne mujhe aate dekh kar chup rahne ka ishara kiya aur fir se apne kaan darwaje par laga diye. Maine use fir se aisa karte dekha to dhire se kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua. Ye kya kar rahi ho.”

Priya ne bhi dhire se jabab diya.

Priya boli “mujhe abhi uncle ke kamre se kisi ladki ki aawaj aayi.”

Priya ki is baat ko sunte hi meri aankhon me riya ka chehra ghum gaya. Mujhe is baat ka pura yakin tha ki, yadi priya ne sach me papa ke kamre se kisi ladki ki aawaj suni hai to. Wo ladki riya ke siwa koi aur nahi ho sakti thi. Lekin maine priya ke samne laparwahi se kaha.

Mai bola “itni raat ko koi ladki bhala yaha kaha se aa jayegi. Ho sakta hai ki tumhe koi vaham hua ho.”

Priya boli “nahi, maine bilkul saaf aawaj suni hai. Ruko abhi sab pata chal jayega.”

Ye kah kar priya darwaje se alag huyi aur fir kamre ke pas bani sidiyon ki taraf jaane lagi. Jo shayad upar chhat par jaane ke liye bani thi. Usne mujhe bhi sath aane ka ishara kiya to, mai bhi uske pichhe pichhe sidiyan chadne laga.

Kuch sidiyan chadne ke bad, wo ek roshandan ke pas ruk gayi aur fir dhire se roshandan ko kholne ki koshish karne lagi. Mujhe samajhte der nahi lagi ki, ye roshandan jarur papa ke kamre me khulta hai.

Mai apne papa ke charitra se achhi tarah se wakif tha aur is baat ko bhi achi tarah se samajh raha tha ki, yadi papa ke kamre me riya hai to andar kya chal raha hoga. Isliye maine turant priya ka hath pakda aur use roshandan se door late huye kaha.

Mai bola “ye kya kar rahi ho. Kisi ke kamre me is tarah chori chhupe dekhna, achi baat nahi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar priya ne mujhse apna hath chhudaya aur kaha.

Priya boli “itni akal mujhe bhi hai ki, kisi ke kamre me is tarah nahi dekhna chahiye. Lekin maine abhi uncle ke kamre se kisi ladki ki aawaj suni hai. Mai sirf itna dekhna chahti hu ki, itni raat gaye uncle ke kamre me kaun ladki hai.”

Maine priya ko bahlate huye kaha.

Mai bola “tumhe jarur koi galat fahmi huyi hai. Bhala itni raat ko koi ladki yaha kaise aa sakti hai.”

Priya boli “mujhe koi galat fahmi nahi huyi hai. Maine saaf saaf kisi ladki ki aawaj suni hai aur mai bhi ye ache se janti hu ki, bahar ki koi ladki nahi ho sakti. Iska matlab to yahi hua ki, isi ghar me se koi hai. Mai bas yahi janna chahti hu ki, kaun hai aur kyo hai. Ab tum chup raho aur mujhe dekhne do ki andar kaun ladki hai.”

Ye kah kar priya fir se roshandan ki taraf bad gayi. Priya ke aisa karte hi, meri dhadkane tej ho gayi aur mai fir se use rokne ke liye aage bad gaya. Lekin mere priya ke pas pahuchte hi priya ne mujhe chup rahne ka ishara kiya aur dusre hi pal usne roshandan ko dhire se khol diya.

Roshandan ke khulte hi, andar chal rahe najare ko dekh kar, priya ke hosh ud gaye. Uski aankhen fati ki fati rah gayi. Wah samajh nahi pa rahi thi ki ye sab kya chal raha hai. Wo apalak andar chal rahe najare ko dekhi ja rahi thi.

Andar papa ke sath riya hi thi. Dono ke badan par ek bhi kapda nahi tha. Riya bad par ghodi bani huyi thi aur papa bad ke par ghutno ke bal baithe uski kamar ko apne hathon se thame huye, uski yoni me ling ko teji se andar bahar kar rahe the.

Papa ka mota aur bada ling har dhakke ke sath riya ki yoni me sama jata aur dusre hi pal jhatke se bahar aa jata. Jab ling yoni ke andar jata to riya ke muh se badi hi kamuk aawaj nikal jati thi.

Dono ke bich ye khel pata nahi kab se chal raha tha. Yadi is khel ko khelne wala koi aur hota to shayad mai is khel ko dekhne se apne aap ko na rok pata. Lekin is khel ko khelne wala mera bap tha aur dusri taraf priya ki bahan thi.

Ye baat mere dimag me aate hi maine apni najar waha se alag kar ke priya ki taraf dekha to uska chehra gusse se laal tha. Wo bas gusse bhari najron se andar chal rahe is vasna ke khel ko dekhi ja rahi thi.

Mujhe nahi pata apni bahan ki is harkat ko dekh kar uske andar is samay kya chal raha tha. Mujhe waha priya ka khada rahna thik nahi laga. Maine roshandan se uska hath hataya aur roshandan band kar ke priya ko ek kinare le aaya.

Lekin ye sab dekh kar priya apne aap me nahi thi. Uske muh se ek shabd nahi nikla. Wo chup chap but bani khadi rahi. Shayad abhi bhi uske dimag me andar chal raha wo khel hi ghoom raha tha.

Meri bhi samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki mai priya se kya kahu. Kuch der mai bhi priya ke sath chup chap khada raha. Lekin aise kab tak khada rahta. Aakhir me maine hi priya se kaha.

Mai bola “sorry priya. Apne papa ki is harkat ke liye mai sharminda hu. Unhe riya ke sath aisa nahi karna chahiye tha.”

Meri baat sunkar priya apne khayalon se bahar to nikal aayi. Lekin uska chehra abhi bhi gusse se laal tha. Usne gusse me aise meri taraf dekha, jaise ye sab papa ne nahi balki maine hi kiya ho.

Priya ke is gusse ko dekh kar ek pal ke liye to mai andar tak kanp gaya. Magar fir apne aapko sambhalte huye maine priya se kaha.

Mai bola “sorry yaar, lekin papa aur riya ke bich jo hua, usme meri kya galti hai. Ye sab maine to nahi kiya. Fir tum mujhe kyu gusse me dekh rahi ho.”

Mujhe laga tha ki meri baat sunkar priya ka gussa khatam ho jayega. Lekin aisa nahi hua. Balki meri baat sunkar jo jabab usne diya. Use sunkar mai sann rah gaya.

Priya boli “tumhare baap ne jis thaali me khaya, usi thaali me chhed kar diya. Tum bhi usi ka ganda khoon ho. Fir bhala tum se kya ummid ki ja sakti hai.”

Priya ki is baat ne mujhe andar tak hila diya. Mujhe uski baat par gussa to bahut aaya. Lekin mai khoon ka ghoot pikar rah gaya. Maine apne gusse par kabu pate huye kaha.

Mai bola “priya, tum gusse me, kya kya bole ja rahi ho. Kya tum janti bhi ho.”

Priya boli “mujhe kuch nahi janna. Maine tum baap bete ke baare me jo bhi kaha thik hi kaha hai. Saanp ka beta aakhir sapola hi to hoga.”

Ab priya ki baaten mere liye sah pana mushkil ho rahi thi. Mai samajh gaya tha ki, wo abhi bahut gusse me hai aur abhi meri koi baat nahi sunegi. Isliye maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “priya, abhi tum bahut gusse me ho. Abhi jakar so jao. Hum subah is baare me baat karege.”

Lekin shayad priya ne aaj mujhe beijjat karne ki thaan rakhi thi. Usne bade hi sakht lahje me mujhse kaha.

Priya boli “mujhe ab tumse koi baat nahi karna aur na hi ab mai tumhari surat dekhna chahti hu. Tumhare liye acha yahi hoga ki, kal apne baap ke sath tum bhi mere ghar se chale jao.”

Itna kah kar priya bina mera jabab sune sidiyan utarne lagi. Mai wahi khada use jate huye tab tak dekhta raha. Jab tak ki wo meri najron se ojhal nahi ho gayi. Priya ke jaane ke bad bhi priya ki baten mere kaano me goonj rahi thi.

Unhi baton ko sochte huye mai apne kamre me aa gaya. Kamre me aakar mai bed par let gaya aur fir se priya ki kahi baton ko sochne laga. Priya ne khule shabdon me mujhe gaali dete huye apne ghar se chale jaane ko kaha tha aur mai khamosh rahne ke siwa kuch na kar saka.

Mai inhi sab baton ko soch raha tha aur ye bilkul bhool chuka tha ki, is saare samay me keerti mere sath phone par barabar bani rahi thi. Mujhe is baat ka aehsas bhi na hota, agar mera dusre mobile par keerti ne call na lagaya hota.

Achanak mere dusre mobile par keerti ka call aane laga to, mujhe yaad aaya ki keerti abhi bhi mobile par hi hai. Maine apne aapko sambhala aur jeb se mobile nikal kar bade hi pyar se keerti se kaha.

Mai bola “hello, kya hua, tu abhi tak soyi nahi hai.”

Lekin shayad meri aaj ki raat hi kharab thi. Keerti ne bhi meri baat ko ansuna kar diya aur usne jo baat boli, use sunkar to mere kaan se dhuan nikal gaya aur meri soch ke tote ud gaye.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 103}
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Itna kah kar priya bina mera jabab sune sidiyan utarne lagi. Mai wahi khada use jate huye tab tak dekhta raha. Jab tak ki wo meri najron se ojhal nahi ho gayi. Priya ke jaane ke bad bhi priya ki baten mere kaano me goonj rahi thi.

Unhi baton ko sochte huye mai apne kamre me aa gaya. Kamre me aakar mai bed par let gaya aur fir se priya ki kahi baton ko sochne laga. Priya ne khule shabdon me mujhe gaali dete huye apne ghar se chale jaane ko kaha tha aur mai khamosh rahne ke siwa kuch na kar saka.

Mai inhi sab baton ko soch raha tha aur ye bilkul bhool chuka tha ki, is saare samay me keerti mere sath phone par barabar bani rahi thi. Mujhe is baat ka aehsas bhi na hota, agar mera dusre mobile par keerti ne call na lagaya hota.

Achanak mere dusre mobile par keerti ka call aane laga to, mujhe yaad aaya ki keerti abhi bhi mobile par hi hai. Maine apne aapko sambhala aur jeb se mobile nikal kar bade hi pyar se keerti se kaha.

Mai bola “hello, kya hua, tu abhi tak soyi nahi hai.”

Lekin shayad meri aaj ki raat hi kharab thi. Keerti ne bhi meri baat ko ansuna kar diya aur usne jo baat boli, use sunkar to mere kaan se dhuan nikal gaya aur meri soch ke tote ud gaye.

Priya ki baten sunkar keerti aag babula ho chuki thi aur uska gussa satwe aasaman par tha. Uske muh me jo aa raha tha, wo bake ja rahi thi.

Keerti boli “haan, mujhe to so hi jana chahiye tha. Wo haramjadi itni mithi mithi lori, jo suna kar gayi hai. Mujhe to sunte hi nind aa jana chahiye thi. Lekin dekho mai kitni badjat ladki hu. Jo itna sab kuch sunne ke bad bhi, besharmo ki tarah jaag rahi hu.”

“Tumne bahut acha kiya jo sab kuch chup chap sunte rahe aur ab aaram se so bhi jana. Lekin mujhe ab us kamini ki nind chheene bina nind nahi aayegi. Us randi ki aulad ki itni himmat ki, tumhe gande khoon ki paidaish kahe. Ab mai us kutiya ko bataugi ki ganda khoon kiska hai. Uske saare khandaan ko nanga karke rakh dugi.”

“Usko bataugi ki, uski bahan khud apne bhai se chu*** rahti hai aur wo khud apne dada ki aulad hai. Uski maa bahan aur usko tumse na chu*** diya to, mai bhi apne maa baap ki beti nahi. Lao mujhe us randi ka number do. Mai abhi usko uski asli aukat batati hu. Lao mujhe uska number do.”

Keerti gusse me pagal hokar priya ka number mang rahi thi aur usko gaaliyan bake ja rahi thi. Mere liye keerti ka ye roop bilkul naya tha. Jise dekh kar kuch der ke liye meri bolti band aur dimag shunya ho gaya.

Itni gandi galiyan pahli baar mai uske muh se sun raha tha aur samajh nahi pa raha tha ki, ab mai uske gusse ko kaise shant karu. Magar ye to uske gusse ki suruaat thi aur mere chup rahne se wo or bhi jyada gusse me aag babula ho gayi. Usne mere upar chikhte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “kya hua. Tumhe saanp kyo soongh gaya. Us randi ka number kyo nahi de rahe. Kahi us randi ko cho*** ke sapno me to nahi kho gaye ho. Ye sapne tum bad me dekhte rahna. Mujhe jaldi se uska number do, warna mai abhi mehul ko call karke uska number leti hu.”

Aakhir kaar keerti ke muh se mehul se number lene ki baat sunkar meri juban me kuch jaan wapas aayi aur maine bade pyar se keerti ko samjhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “jaan, tujhe ye kya ho gaya hai. Mai kabhi soch bhi nahi sakta tha ki tu itni gandi galiyan de sakti hai. Tere muh se ye sab baten achi nahi lagti. Ye to bajaru ladkiyon ka kaam hai. Sharif ghar ki ladkiyan aisi baten nahi karti.”

Lekin keerti par meri baat ka koi asar nahi pada. Wo abhi bhi apni jid par hi adi thi aur mujh par hi baras padi.

Keerti boli “haan, mai bajaru ladki hu. Sharif to wo hai, jisne abhi tumhe jalil kiya aur ghar se nikal jaane ko kaha hai. Tumhe jo samajhna hai, tum mujhe samajhte raho. Mai achi nahi hu to, tum mujhe chhod do. Lekin aaj kuch bhi ho jaye, mai us randi ko chhodne wali nahi hu. Tum phone rakho, mai mehul se uska number le leti hu.”

Keerti ki ye baat mere dil par chot kar gayi. Lekin mai ye bhi janta tha ki abhi wo apne aap me nahi hai. Wo khud hi nahi janti ki wo kya kya bole ja rahi hai. Ab mare pas keerti ko shant karne ka bas ek hi rasta tha aur maine bade hi shant shabdon me keerti se kaha.

Mai bala “jaan, pls shant ho ja. Tujhe meri kasam, apna gussa khatam kar. Iske bad yadi tu apne muh se ek bhi gandi baat nikalegi, to mera mara hua muh dekhegi.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti shant pad gayi. Magar uski tej chal rahi saanse, mujhe is baat ka aehsas kara rahi thi ki, uske andar abhi bhi gusse ki jwala bhadak rahi hai aur jab tak wo priya se meri beijjti ka badla nahi le leti, use shanti nahi milegi. Maine uske gusse ko shant karne ke liye use samjhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “jaan, mai janta hu ki tu mera apman nahi sah sakti. Mai bahut khush nashib hu, jo mujhe tera pyar nashib hua. Lekin jara thande dimag se soch kar dekh.Yadi priya ki jagah tu hoti to, ye sab dekhne ke bad tu kya karti.”

Meri baat sunkar bhi keerti chup hi rahi. Tab maine apni baat ko aage badate huye kaha.

Mai bola “priya nadan hai. Wo abhi riya ki kisi harkat ko nahi janti. Isliye use ye sab dekh kar itna bura laga hai. Tu khud soch kar dekh, jab priya ka apman karna tujhse nahi saha gaya to, fir priya wo sab dekh kar kaise sah sakti thi.”

“Us samay uske samne mai hi tha. Isliye usne apna saara gussa mujh par uthar diya. Lekin bad me use uski galti ka aehsas jarur hoga aur wo iske liye mujhse maafi bhi mangegi.”

Ye bol kar mai keerti ke kuch bolne ka intejar karne laga. Meri is baat ka keerti par kya asar pada. Ye to wahi jaane. Magar is baat ko sunne ke bad usne bade hi anmane man se mujhse kaha.

Keerti boli “meri ek baat manoge.”

Mai bola “tu bol kar to dekh, teri har baat manuga.”

Keerti boli “kuch bhi ho, par ab tum yaha mat raho. Kal subah hi apne rahne ka kahi aur intejam kar lo.”

Mai bola “bas itni si baat, kal hi mai apne rahne ka kahi aur intejam kar luga. Ab to tu khush hai na ya abhi kuch or bhi karna baki hai.”

Keerti boli “haan khush hu. Lekin yadi kar sako to ek kaam or kar do.”

Mai bola “chalo, wo bhi kar deta hu. Bolo kya karna hai.”

Keerti boli “priya ne tumhare birthday me jo mobile gift kiya tha. Wo usko wapas kar do.”

Mai bola “ok, kal hi wapas kar duga.”

Maine bina koi sawal kiye keerti ki kahi, dono baten puri karne ki haami bhar di thi. Kyoki mujhe ghar se jaane ke liye khud priya ne kaha tha. Aise me mera waha rukna thik nahi tha aur priya ne meri surat bhi dekhne se mana kiya tha. Aise me uska mobile bhi apne pas rakhne ka koi matlab nahi tha.

Mujhe keerti ki dono baten hi sahi lagi thi. Meri keerti se aisi hi halki fulki baten hoti rahi. Uska mood sahi nahi tha aur mai apni baton se uska man behlane ki koshish karta raha.

Lekin 3:30 baje keerti ne mujhse aaram karne ko kah kar phone rakh diya. Abhi uska mood sahi nahi tha. Isliye maine bhi us se baat karne ki koi jid karna thik nahi samjha.

Magar keerti ke phone rakhne ke bad bhi meri aankhon me nind nahi thi. Mai kabhi keerti ke gusse ke baare me sochta to, kabhi priya ke gusse ke baare me soch raha tha. Dono ka gussa apni apni jagah sahi tha.

Dono me se koi bhi galat nahi tha. Yadi koi galat tha to, wo tha mera baap, jiski vajah se aaj ye sab hua tha. Magar wo in sab baton se anjan, riya ke sath aiyashi karne ke bad, ab befikri ki nind sone ki taiyari me hoga.

Ye baat mere dimag me aate hi, mujhe yaad aaya ki riya ya papa ne darwaja bahar se band kiya hoga aur wo jarur mera darwaja kholne bhi aaye hoge ya aane wale hoge. Aise me unhe mera darwaja bahar se khula mila to unhe is baat ka shaq ho sakta hai ki, kahi mujhe unki harkat ka pata to nahi chal gaya.

Ye soch kar mai turant apne bed se utha aur bahar jakar dekha. Lekin bahar se kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha aur papa ke kamre ke bahar jakar dekhna mujhe thik nahi lag raha tha.

Tabhi mujhe sidiyon ke roshandan ki yaad aayi. Maine apne darwaje ko bahar se band kiya aur sidiyon par bane roshandan ke pas jakar kaan laga diye. Riya abhi bhi andar hi thi.

Maine dhire se roshandan khol kar dekha to riya kapde pahan rahi thi. Kapde pahne ke bad usne papa ko kiss kiya aur unke kamre se bahar aa gayi. Papa ne uske jaane ke bad darwaja band kar liya.

Maine bhi roshandan ko band kiya aur thodi der sidiyon par wait karne ke bad wapas niche aa gaya. Niche aane ke bad maine dekha ki mere kamre ka darwaja bahar se khol diya gaya.

Mai wapas apne kamre me aaya aur time dekha to abhi 4 baja tha. Nind to meri aankhon me thi nahi. Isliye mai apna saman pack karne laga. Packing ho jaane ke bad mai fresh hone chala gaya.

Fresh hone ke bad mai taiyar hua aur fir baith kar ye sochne laga ki yaha par sabko aisa kya bol kar jau. Jis se kisi ke man me koi sawal na uthe. Lekin mere dimag me aisi koi baat nahi aa rahi thi.

Yahi sochte sochte 6 baj gaya aur nikki ne aakar mera darwaja khatkhata diya. Maine darwaja khola to nikki mujhe taiyar dekh kar chauk gayi.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 104}
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Tabhi mujhe sidiyon ke roshandan ki yaad aayi. Maine apne darwaje ko bahar se band kiya aur sidiyon par bane roshandan ke pas jakar kaan laga diye. Riya abhi bhi andar hi thi.

Maine dhire se roshandan khol kar dekha to riya kapde pahan rahi thi. Kapde pahne ke bad usne papa ko kiss kiya aur unke kamre se bahar aa gayi. Papa ne uske jaane ke bad darwaja band kar liya.

Maine bhi roshandan ko band kiya aur thodi der sidiyon par wait karne ke bad wapas niche aa gaya. Niche aane ke bad maine dekha ki mere kamre ka darwaja bahar se khol diya gaya.

Mai wapas apne kamre me aaya aur time dekha to abhi 4 baja tha. Nind to meri aankhon me thi nahi. Isliye mai apna saman pack karne laga. Packing ho jaane ke bad mai fresh hone chala gaya.

Fresh hone ke bad mai taiyar hua aur fir baith kar ye sochne laga ki yaha par sabko aisa kya bol kar jau. Jis se kisi ke man me koi sawal na uthe. Lekin mere dimag me aisi koi baat nahi aa rahi thi.

Yahi sochte sochte 6 baj gaya aur nikki ne aakar mera darwaja khatkhata diya. Maine darwaja khola to nikki mujhe taiyar dekh kar chauk gayi. Abhi wo mujhse kuch puchh ya bol pati, us se pahle hi mera mobile bajne laga.

Mai aur nikki dono hi samajh gaye ki keerti ka phone aa raha hai. Nikki ne muskurate huye meri taraf dekha aur mujhe phone uthane ka ishara karne lagi. Maine nikki ko andar aane ko kaha aur fir keerti ka call uthaya.

Mere call uthate hi keerti ne mujhe kuch bolne ka mauka diye bina hi apni baat kahna suru kar di.

Keerti boli “sorry jaan, mai raat ko gusse me, tumko bahut kuch ulta sidha bol gayi thi. Pls raat ki baat ke liye mujhe maaf kar do.”

Keerti ki is baat ko sunkar, raat se pahli baar mere chehre par muskan aayi thi. Maine muskurate huye kaha.

Mai bola “tune aisa kuch bhi nahi bola, jiske liye tujhe mujhse maafi mangna pade. Tune gusse me jo kuch bhi bola, wo bhi mere liye tera pyar hi tha. Jo gusse ke roop me bahar nikal raha tha. Mujhe teri kisi bhi baat ka, koi bura nahi laga.”

Lekin keerti ko abhi bhi is baat ka yakin nahi ho raha tha ki, mujhe uski baat ka bura nahi laga hai. Isliye usne apni baat ko fir se dohrate huye kaha.

Keerti boli “meri kasam khakar bolo ki, tumhe sach me meri kisi baat ka bura nahi laga hai.”

Mai bola “kya bacchon jaisi baat karti hai. Kaha to mujhe teri kisi baat ka bura nahi laga. Fir isme kasam khane wali baat kaha se aa gayi.”

Keerti boli “nahi, tumhe bura laga hai. Isliye tum meri kasam nahi kha rahe ho. Yadi bura nahi laga hota to, tum meri kasam jarur kha lete.”

Mai bola “ok baba, teri kasam, mujhe teri kisi baat ka koi bura nahi laga. Ab to tu khush.”

Keerti boli “haan, ab thik hai.”

Mai bola “ab tu ye bata ki, tu abhi tak soyi kyo nahi.”

Keerti boli “tumse kisne kaha ki mai soyi nahi. Mai to abhi abhi sokar uthti ja rahi hu.”

Mai bola “ab tu jhuth bol rahi hai. Teri baton se saaf samajh me aa raha hai ki, tu raat bhar jagti rahi hai. Kya ab ye sach janne ke liye mujhe bhi apni kasam deni padegi.”

Keerti boli “nahi jaan, kasam dene ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Tum sahi kah rahe ho. Mai raat bhar jagti rahi hu. Lekin jaan, soye to tum bhi nahi ho. Us randi ne hum dono ki hi raat kharab kar ke rakh di hai.”

Keerti ke muh se fir priya ke liye gaali sunkar, mujhe laga ki kahi ye raat ki tarah fir se na suru ho jaye. Isliye maine baat ka rukh badalte huye kaha.

Mai bola “dekh, tu ab subah subah fir se suru mat ho. Abhi mujhe sochne de ki, mujhe yaha se nikalne ke bad, kaha par rahna hai.”

Keerti boli “isme sochna kya hai. Apne dost ajay se baat kar ke dekh lo. Yadi usne tumhe apne ghar me rakh liya to, tumhe kisi ko bhi koi aur vajah batane ki jarurat nahi padegi. Tum sab se ye kah sakte ho ki, ajay ke kahne par hi, tum uske sath rah rahe ho.”

Keerti ka dimag chacha chaudhri se bhi tej hai, ye to mai janta tha aur ab uski is baat se ye bhi samajh me aa gaya tha ki, wo raat bhar sirf inhi sab baton ko sochti rahi hai. Lekin abhi nikki mere pas hi khadi thi. Isliye maine apni baat ko jaldi se khatam karte huye keerti se kaha.

Mai bola “thik hai, mai ajay se baat karke dekhta hu. Ab tu so ja, hum dopahar me baat karege.”

Keerti boli “ok jaan, muuuhhhhh.”

Keerti ke phone rakhne ke bad maine nikki ki taraf dekha to, uski muskan gayab ho chuki thi. Wo ab tak mere saman ki packing dekh chuki thi aur meri keerti se huyi baton ko bhi sun chuki thi.

Nikki ko itna to samajh me aa chuka tha ki, mai yaha se ja raha hu. Lekin kaha aur kyo ja raha hu, ye baat uske liye abhi bhi, ek paheli hi bani huyi thi. Mere call rakhte hi nikki ne mujhse kaha.

Nikki boli “ye sab kya hai. Ye saman ki packing kis liye. Aap kaha ja rahe hai aur kyo.”

Mai bola “mai yaha se ja raha hu. Lekin kaha ja raha hu, aapke is sawal ka jabab, abhi mere pas bhi nahi hai.”

Nikki boli “lekin kyo ja rahe hai. Kal to aap ache bhale the. Fir raat bhar me aisa kya ho gaya. Jo aap itni subah subah ja rahe hai.”

Mai bola “kuch bhi nahi hua. Bas ab mera man yaha rukne ka nahi kar raha hai. Isliye yaha se ja raha hu.”

Nikki boli “nahi, kuch na kuch baat to jarur huyi hai. Keerti aur aapki baton se itna to mai samajh hi gayi hu ki yaha raat ko kuch hua hai. Ye aur baat hai ki aap mujhe batana nahi chahte hai. Shayad aapki najar me, meri dosti ki koi aehmiyat nahi hai ya fir aapko ab bhi mujh par viswas nahi hai.”

Apni baat kah kar nikki udas si ho gayi. Uska udasi bhara chehra mujhe sab kuch batane par majbur kar raha tha. Lekin mai chahte huye bhi, na to use kuch bata sakta tha aur na hi use andhere me rakh sakta tha. Isliye maine uske dil ko rahat pahuchane ke liye us se kaha.

Mai bola “aap galat soch rahi hai. Meri najaron me aapki dosti ki bahut aehmiyat hai aur mujhe aap par pura viswas hai. Lekin mai chah kar bhi, abhi aapko kuch nahi bata sakta. Aap mujhe thoda samay dijiye. Mai aapko sab kuch bata duga.”

Nikki boli “ok, aapko jab thik lage aap mujhe bata dijiyega. Yadi aap mujhe kuch na bhi batayege, tab bhi chal jayega. Lekin jara dada ji aur aunty ke baare me to sochiye. Aapke is tarah achanak chale jaane se wo log kya sochege aur fir mehul bhi to aapse iski vajah puchhega.”

Mai bola “aap iski fikar mat kijiye. Maine sab soch liya hai. Dopahar ko jab mai khane ke liye aauga. Tab sab se bol kar jauga. Jiske bad kisi ke man me koi baat nahi rahegi. Lekin uske pahle aapko mera ek kaam karna hoga.”

Nikki boli “kya kaam.”

Maine priya wala mobile uthaya aur nikki ke hath me dete huye kaha.

Mai bola “jab priya sokar uthe to, ye mobile priya ko de dena. Kahna ki ab mujhe iski jarurat nahi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar nikki samajh gayi ki, meri priya ke sath hi koi baat huyi hai. Lekin uske kuch puchhne se pahle hi maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “abhi aap kuch bhi mat sochiye. Mai aap ko jaldi hi sab kuch bata duga. Tab tak aapka is baat se anjan rahna hi thik hai. Aap sirf waisa hi karte jaiye, jaisa mai aap se kah raha hu.”

Nikki boli “ok, jaisi aapki marji. Ab aap rukiye, mai aapke liye chay nashta lekar aati hu.”

Mai bola “nahi, ab iski koi jarurat nahi hai. Yadi dada ji aur aunty ka khayal na hota to, mai din ka khana bhi yaha nahi khata. Ab mai chalta hu. Dopahar ko khane par miluga.”

Itna kahne ke bad mai, nikki ko wahi chhod kar, kamre se bahar nikal aaya. Porch se nikalne ke bad, jab mai hall me aaya to, mujhe sidiyon par koi saya najar aaya. Maine palat kar sidiyon ki taraf dekha to, waha priya khadi thi.

Lekin raat ki priya me aur abhi ki priya me bahut antar tha. Jaha raat ko priya ka chehra gusse me laal aur aankhon me mere liye nafrat jhalak rahi thi. Wahi abhi priya ka chehra murjhaya hua aur aankhe suji huyi thi.

Priya ki aankhon ko dekh kar aisa lag raha tha, jaise wo raat bhar roti rahi ho aur abhi fir se rone wali ho. Priya udasi bhare chehre se meri taraf ek-tak dekhe ja rahi thi. Mano ki kahna chahti ho, mujhe raat ki galti ke liye maaf kar do.

Mujhe priya ki taat ki baten buri jarur lagi thi. Magar un baton ko lekar mere man me priya ke liye koi mail nahi tha. Isliye priya ki aisi haalat dekh kar, mera man hua ki us se baat karu.

Lekin abhi baat karne ka sahi samay nahi tha aur priya ko uski galti ka aehsas karana bhi jaruri tha. Isliye mai priya ko dekh kar bhi andekha karte huye, ghar se bahar nikal gaya.

Bahar aakar maine taxi li aur hospital ke liye nikal pada. Lekin raste bhar mai sirf priya ke udas chehre ke baare me hi sochta raha. Kaha aaj priya ne mujhe apni saheli se milane ke liye, itni taiyari ki thi aur kaha aaj ka din hi uske liye sabse bura sabit ho raha tha.

Fir achanak mujhe doctor nisha ki baat yaad aa gayi ki, priya ko hamesha khush rakho. Ye baat mere dimag me aate hi mujhe lagne laga ki, mai priya ke sath jo kuch bhi karne ja raha hu, wo sarasar galat hai.

Magar ab mai chah kar bhi apne faisle se pichhe hatne ki stithi me nahi tha. Kyoki yadi ye baat sirf mere aur priya ke bich me rahi hoti to, mujhe apna faisla badalne ke liye itna sochna nahi padta.

Magar is baat me ab mere aur priya ke alawa keerti bhi judi huyi thi. Jise priya ki baat se sabse jyada chot pahuchi thi. Usne chhote se majak ke liye jab apni saheli ko nahi chhoda tha to, fir itni badi baat ke liye priya ko itni asani se maaf kar dene ka sawal hi paida nahi hota tha.

Aise me yadi mai, keerti ki sahmati liye bina hi apna faisla badal kar, priya ki galti ko maaf kar deta to, keerti ke dil ko aur bhi jyada chot pahuch sakti thi. Isliye mujhe kuch bhi karne ke pahle keerti ki rajamandi lena jaruri thi.

Saare haalaat itni jaldi jaldi badal rahe the ki, aage kya hoga kuch bhi samajh pana mere liye mushkil ho raha tha. Keerti aur priya ki baton me uljha hua mai, hospital pahuch gaya.

Meri kismat ne sath diya aur ajay mujhe waha chay peete huye mil gaya. Mujhe dekhte hi uske chehre par muskurahat aa gayi. Mai uske pas pahucha to, usne ek chay aur lekar meri taraf bada di. Maine chay li aur hanste huye kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua, aaj tumhara dhandha pani band hai kya.”

Ajay bola “nahi yaar, abhi sawari chhod kar aaya hu aur 7 baje fir sawari lekar jana hai. Lekin tum aaj itni jaldi kaise aa gaye.”

Mai bola “tum se ek jaruri kaam tha, isliye jaldi aa gaya. Warna kya pata tum se mil pata ya nahi.”

Ajay bola “kaam tha to phone kar lete. Mai khud aa jata ya kahi jata bhi hota to, ruk jata.”

Mai bola “mujhe malum tha ki itni samay tum mujhe mil hi jaoge. Isliye phone karne ki jarurat nahi samjhi.”

Ajay bola “acha kiya. Ab bolo bhi kya kaam hai.”

Mai bola “mujhe apne rukne ke liye koi jagah chahiye. Kya tum kahi mere rukne ka intejam karwa sakte ho.”

Ajay bola “sorry yaar, mai isme tumhari koi madad nahi kar sakta.”

Ajay ke muh se itna saaf na sunkar mujhe bahut kharab laga. Lekin fir bhi maine ye baat ajay par jahir na karte huye kaha.

Mai bola “koi baat nahi. Mai khud hi dopahar me koi rukne ki jagah talash kar luga.”

Meri baat sunkar ajay hasne laga. Us samay uska hasna mujhe acha to nahi laga. Lekin mai khamosh hi raha. Mujhe khamosh dekh kar ajay ne apni hansi rokte huye kaha.

Ajay bola “sorry, yadi meri baat ka bura laga ho to, lekin tumne baat hi aisi kar di thi ki, mujhse bhi kahe bina na raha gaya.”

Mai bola “kyo, maine aisi kya baat kar di. Sirf ye hi to kaha tha ki mere rukne ke liye kisi jagah ka intejam kar do.”

Ajay bola “ye hi to tumne galat baat ki hai. Tum jab tak chaho aur jaise chaho, bina kisi rok tok ke mere ghar me ruk sakte ho. Fir tumhe apne rukne ke liye jagah talashne ki kya jarurat thi. Kya mai tumhara dost nahi hu.”

Mai bola “nahi aisi baat nahi thi. Asal me mai tumhe pareshan karna nahi chahta tha aur pata nahi, abhi mujhe yaha kitne din or rukna padta hai.”

Ajay bola “mai bol to raha hu, tum jab tak chaho aur jaise chaho waha rah sakte ho. Tumhe waha rokne tokne wala koi nahi hai. Kyoki mai khud bhi us ghar mai kabhi kabhi hi rukta hu.”

“Ab yadi iske bad bhi tumhe waha rukne me koi pareshani hai to, mai ek kaam karta hu ki, wo ghar hi tumhare naam par likh deta hu. Fir to tumhe waha rukne me koi pareshani nahi hai na.”

Ajay ki is baat ko sunkar mai dang rah gaya. Jis jamane me log apne dost ko apni bike kuch der ke liye dene me sochne lagte hai. Usi jamane me ajay sirf chand dino ki mualkat wale dost ke naam par apna ghar kar dene ki baat kah raha tha.

Jaha ajay ki dariyadili dekh kar mera dil khushi se bhar gaya tha. Wahi uske ansuljhe raz me ek raz aur bhi jud gaya tha. Wo us ghar me kabhi kabhi hi rukta hai. Jiska matlab to yahi tha ki, ajay ka ek bungalow aur bhi tha.

Jo shayad is se bhi bada tha. Isliye wo is ghar me kabhi kabhi hi rukta tha. Mai ajay ki kahi baton me khoya hua tha aur ajay mere jabab ka intejar kar raha tha. Mujhe is tarah soch me gum dekh kar ajay ne mujhe tokte huye kaha.

Ajay bola “itna mat socho. Ye bolo tumhe kab se rukna hai.”

Mai bola “aaj dopahar ko khane ke bad mai apna saman lekar aa jauga.”

Ajay bola “saman ki tum chinta mat karo. Tum koi saman nahi bhi laoge, tab bhi tumhare matlab ki har jaruri chiz tumhe waha mil jayegi.”

Mai bola “wo sab to mai dekh chuka hu. Fir bhi meri packing ho chuki hai aur ab jab mujhe waha rahna hi nahi to, fir waha apna saman rakhne ki jarurat hi kya hai.”

Ajay bola ‘ok, jaisi tumhari marji. Lekin yadi bura na mano to, kya ye jaan sakta hu ki tum waha kyo nahi rukna chahte.”

Mai bola “isme bura manne ki kya baat hai. Kal raat ko mera priya se jhagra ho gaya. Isliye ab mai waha rahna nahi chahta hu. Bas yadi ho sake to tum mujhe dopahar ko waha lene aa jao. Jisse sabko yahi lage ki mai tumhare kahne par hi, tumhare sath rahne ja raha hu.”

Ajay bola “ok mai sab samajh gaya. Mai tumhe lene aa jauga aur aise lene aauga ki, koi tumhe rokna bhi chahe to rok nahi payega.”

Abhi meri aur ajay ki baat chal hi rahi thi ki, achanak ajay ki taxi ka horn bajne laga. Hum dono ne us taraf dekha to, waha wo hi nurse khadi thi. Jisne mere birthday wali subah mujhe roni si surat me uncle ke pas baithe dekha tha.

Maine uski taraf dekha to, uski najar bhi mere upar padi. Wo bade gaur se mujhe dekhne lagi. Shayad mujhe pehchanne ki koshish kar rahi thi ki, usne mujhe kaha dekha hai.

Kyoki us din ke bad se mai raat ko hospital me ruka hi nahi tha. Jis vajah se fir dobara mera us se samna nahi hua tha. Ajay ne us nurse ko apni taxi ke pas khade dekha to, mujhse kaha.

Ajay bola “lo, meri sawari aa gayi. Mai ab chalta hu. Dopahar ko kitne baje mai tumhe waha lene pahuchu.”

Mai bola “mai 12 se 2 baje ke bich me wahi rahuga. Is bich tum kabhi bhi aa jana.”

Ajay bola “ok, mai thik 1 baje waha pahuch jauga. Bye.”

Mai bola “bye.”

Iske bad ajay apni taxi lekar waha se chala gaya. Maine time dekha to 7:15 baj chuke the. Maine mehul ko call karke niche aane ko kaha. Mehul ke niche aane par maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “tum kitne baje tak sokar uth jaoge.”

Mehul bola “kyo kya hua. Kya tumhe kahi jana hai.”

Mai bola “nahi, mujhe kahi nahi jana. Lekin tumko raat rukte huye bahut din ho gaye hai. Aaj se raat ko mai rukuga.”

Mehul bola “iski kya jarurat hai. Jaisa chal raha hai, waisa chalne dete hai.”

Mai bola “maine tumhari salah nahi mangi. Maine kaha ki aaj se raat ko mai rukuga, matlab ki mai hi rukuga..”

Mehul bola “acha mere bap, tu hi raat ko rukna. Mai 2 baje sokar uthuga. Uske bad taiyar hokar 3 baje tak yaha aa jauga. Ab tujhe aur kuch bolna hai ya mai jau.”

Mai bola “haan, tujhe ek baat aur batana thi. Aaj se mai raj ke ghar me nahi rahuga.”

Meri baat sunkar mehul chauk gaya. Usne sawaliya najron se mere chehre ki taraf dekha aur fir thoda chintit hokar puchha.

Mehul bola “kyo kya hua. Kya waha kisi ne tujhse kuch kaha hai.”

Mai bola “nahi, mujhe kisi ne kuch nahi kaha.”

Mehul bola “to fir tu waha kyo nahi rahega aur yadi waha nahi rahega to fir tu kaha rahega.”

Mai bola “yaha mera ek dost hai ajay. Wo bahut din se apne sath rukne ki jid kar raha tha, isliye ab kuch din mai uske sath rahuga.”

Lekin meri baat par mehul ko viswas nahi ho raha tha aur use ab bhi kisi baat ki asanka thi. Usne fir se mujhse puchha.

Mehul bola “abe yaha tera koi dost kaha se aa gaya. Mujhe charane ki koshish mat kar. Sach sach bol kya hua. Yadi tujhe raj ke ghar me kisi ne kuch ulta sidha bola hai to, hum abhi ke abhi unka ghar chhod dege. Yaha humare rukne ke liye hotel ki kami nahi hai.”

Mai bola “tu kuch jyada hi sochne laga hai. Kabhi kuch sahi soch pana tere bas ki baat nahi hai. Isliye tu apne dimag ko jor dena band kar de. Maine jo kuch kaha hai, sach kaha hai. Raj ke ghar ke sabhi log ache hai. Wo bhala mujhe kyo kuch kahne lage.”

Mehul bola “tu sach bol raha hai na.”

Mai bola “aur kitni baar bolu ki mai sach bol raha hu. Yadi tujhe ab bhi mujh par yakin nahi hai to, dopahar ko mai apne us dost se tujhe milwa bhi duga. Tab to tu yakin karega na.”

Mehul bola “jaane de, mujhe kisi se nahi milna. Tujhe jo dikhai de, tu wo kar, bas itna yaad rakh, yadi teri baat galat nikli to mujhse bura koi nahi hoga.”

Mai bola “tujhse bura koi hai bhi nahi. Ab mera dimag mat kha aur yaha se ja. Mujhe uncle ke pas jaane me der ho rahi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar, mehul ne mujhe gusse me ghoor kar dekha. Lekin fir bina kuch bole hi mud kar sidha chala gaya. Mehul ke jaane ke bad mai uncle ke pas aa gaya.

Mere pahuchte hi uncle ne papa ke baare me puchha to, maine kah diya ki jab mai yaha aa raha tha, tab tak wo sokar nahi uthe the. Tab uncle ne bataya ki papa ki flight 9:30 baje ki hai aur wo jaane se pahle yaha aayege.

Iske bad uncle papa ke baare me hi yaha waha ki baat karte rahe. Mujhe papa ke baare me baten karna acha nahi lag raha tha. Magar uncle ki vajah se majburi me mujhe unki baten karna pad rahi thi.

Inhi baton ke chalte, uncle ne bataya ki papa ko priya bahut pasand aayi hai aur wo priya se tumhari shadi ke baare me soch rahe hai. Ye baat to mujhe priya se pata chal hi chuki thi.

Fir bhi mai anjan bane huye, uncle se saari baten sunte ja raha tha. Inhi baton ke chalte 8 baj gaya aur thodi hi der bad papa aa gaye. Wo wapas jaane se pahle uncle se milne aaye the.

Uncle se unki thodi bahut baat huyi aur fir wo apni flight pakadne ke liye airport rawana ho gaye. Papa ke jaane ke bad baki ka samay aise hi gujra aur fir 12 baje raj aa gaya.

Raj se meri thodi bahut baten huyi aur inhi baton ke chalte maine raj ko ye bhi bata diya ki aaj mai ajay ke ghar ja raha hu. Usne bhi mehul ki tarah mujhse se sawal jabab kiye.

Maine raj ko bhi wahi sab bataya, jo mehul ko bataya tha. Apni baton ka jabab mil jaane ke bad raj uncle ke pas chala gaya aur mai taxi lekar raj ke ghar ke liye nikal gaya.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 105}
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Iske bad uncle papa ke baare me hi yaha waha ki baat karte rahe. Mujhe papa ke baare me baten karna acha nahi lag raha tha. Magar uncle ki vajah se majburi me mujhe unki baten karna pad rahi thi.

Inhi baton ke chalte, uncle ne bataya ki papa ko priya bahut pasand aayi hai aur wo priya se tumhari shadi ke baare me soch rahe hai. Ye baat to mujhe priya se pata chal hi chuki thi.

Fir bhi mai anjan bane huye, uncle se saari baten sunte ja raha tha. Inhi baton ke chalte 8 baj gaya aur thodi hi der bad papa aa gaye. Wo wapas jaane se pahle uncle se milne aaye the.

Uncle se unki thodi bahut baat huyi aur fir wo apni flight pakadne ke liye airport rawana ho gaye. Papa ke jaane ke bad baki ka samay aise hi gujra aur fir 12 baje raj aa gaya.

Raj se meri thodi bahut baten huyi aur inhi baton ke chalte maine raj ko ye bhi bata diya ki aaj mai ajay ke ghar ja raha hu. Usne bhi mehul ki tarah mujhse se sawal jabab kiye.

Maine raj ko bhi wahi sab bataya, jo mehul ko bataya tha. Apni baton ka jabab mil jaane ke bad raj uncle ke pas chala gaya aur mai taxi lekar raj ke ghar ke liye nikal gaya.

Subah ke bad se meri keerti se baat nahi huyi thi. Shayad wo abhi tak so hi rahi thi. Aaj Sunday hone ki vajah se chhoti maa ne bhi use jagane ki jarurat nahi samjhi hogi aur use itni der tak sone diya hoga.

Mujhe is samay keerti ki bahut yaad aa rahi thi aur mera man us se baat karne ka kar raha tha. Lekin uske subah der se sone ki vajah se, mai uski nind me khalal dalna bhi nahi chahta hai.

Thodi der tak mai apne dil ko manata raha. Lekin jab mera dil nahi mana to, maine keerti ko call laga hi diya. Magar keerti ne call nahi uthaya. Mai samajh gaya ki wo gehri nind me hai. Isliye fir maine use dobara call nahi lagaya.

Magar thodi hi der bad uska call aane laga. Uska call aate dekh kar, mere chehre par muskurahat aa gayi. Maine khushi khushi call uthate huye, uske kuch bolne se, pahle hi kaha.

Mai bola “good morning, to mem sahib ki subah ho gayi.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti ko bhi hansi aa gayi aur usne khushi me chahakte huye kaha.

Keerti boli “wow, kya baat hai. Aaj to bade mood me lag rahe ho.”

Lekin achanak na jaane mujhe kya sujhi ki, use tang karne ke liye, maine jhutha gussa dikhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “mai koi mood vood me nahi hu aur na hi ye koi morning hai. Ghadi dekh, 12:30 baj gaya hai. Ye kya sokar uthne ka koi samay hai. Tu apne aapko aakhir samajhti kya hai.”

Achanak se mera badla hua mood dekh kar keerti ki hansi tham gayi aur wo saham kar rah gayi. Use laga ki, mai sach me gusse me hu aur uske der se uthne ki vajah se naraj hu.

Isliye us se kuch bhi safai dete na bana aur wo chup hi rahi. Uske is tarah dar jaane se mujhe hansi aa rahi thi. Magar maine apni hansi ko chhupate huye fir kaha.

Mai bola “mai kya pagal hu, jo itni der se tere call ka wait kar raha hu. Yadi tere se subah utha nahi jata hai to, tu raat ko jagti kyo hai. Kya maine tere se, raat ko jagne ko kaha tha.”

Mujhe itne jyada gusse me dekh kar, keerti ne badi dhimi aawaj me kaha.

Keerti boli “sorry, galti ho gayi. Ab dobara aisa nahi hoga.”

Uski aisi haalat dekh kar, mujhe hansi aa rahi. Fir bhi maine apni hansi rokne ki koshish karte huye kaha.

Mai bola “bas khali sorry aur jaan kaun bolega.”

Magar ye kahte hi meri hansi chhut gayi aur mai hasne laga. Mujhe hanste dekh kar, keerti samajh gayi ki, mai use tang kar raha tha. Usne mujhe dam dene wale andaj me kaha.

Keerti boli “aye tumne mujhe bakra banaya. Ab dekho mai tumhare sath kya karti hu.”

Magar meri hansi ruk hi nahi rahi thi. Maine hanste huye kaha.

Mai bola “bakra nahi, tujhe bakri banaya hai.”

Ye kah kar mai fir hasne laga. Jis par keerti kisi chhote bacche ki tarah kunmunate huye kahne lagi.

Keerti boli “hun hun..jaan tum bahut gande ho. Mujhe nind se jagaya aur fir jhutha gussa dikha kar dara diya.”

Mai bola “sorry, mujhe teri bahut yaad aa rahi thi, isliye tujhe nind se jaga diya.”

Keerti boli “hmmm, bahut acha kiya. Warna pata nahi kab tak soti rahti.”

Mai bola “yadi teri nind puri nahi huyi ho to, tu so. Hum bad me baat kar lege.”

Keerti boli “nahi jaan, meri nind puri ho gayi hai.”

Mai bola “lekin ab mai 3 baje ke bad hi free ho pauga.”

Keerti boli “kyo, abhi kya kaam hai.”

Maine use ajay se huyi saari baat bata di aur ye bhi bata diya ki, ab papa waha pahuchne wale hoge. Humari baat chal hi rahi thi ki, raj ka ghar aa gaya. Maine taxi se utarne ke bad keerti se kaha.

Mai bola “thik hai, ab tu phone rakh. Mai hospital se wapas lautne ke bad tujhe call karuga.”

Keerti boli “ok jaan, muuuhhhh.”

Mai bola “muuuhhh.”

Iske bad keerti ne call rakh diya. Keerti se baat karke mere dimag ko ek ajab hi tajgi mili thi aur mera saara tanav door ho gaya tha. Maine khushi khushi raj ke ghar ke andar kadam rakha.

Raj ke ghar ke andar pahuchte hi mera sabse pahle dada ji se samna hua. Wo dining table par akele hi baithe the. Un ne mujhe dekhte hi kaha.

Dada ji bole “kya baat hai. Aaj tumhe aane me bahut der ho gayi.”

Mai bola “dadu, raj se baat karne me der ho gayi.”

Dada ji bole “chalo, koi baat nahi. Jao jaldi se fresh hokar aa jao. Sab tumhara hi wait kar rahe the.”

Mai bola “lekin yaha to aap akele hi ho.”

Dada ji bole “sab yahi hai. Tum fresh hokar aao. Tab tak sab aa jayege.”

Dada ji ko akele dekh kar, mujhe apni baat kahne ka ye sahi mauka laga. Maine dada ji se kaha.

Mai bola “dadu, aapse ek baat ki iajajat leni thi.”

Dada ji bole “haan bolo. Kya baat hai.”

Mai bola “yaha mera ek dost hai. Wo kuch din ke liye mujhe apne sath rukne ko bol raha hai. Kya mai kuch din uske sath, uske ghar me ruk sakta hu.”

Dada ji bole “kyo beta, kya tumhe yaha koi pareshani hai.”

Mai bola “nahi dadu, mujhe yaha kisi bhi tarah ki koi pareshani nahi hai.”

Dada ji bole “to fir tumhe yaha se jaane ki kya jarurat hai. Tumhe yaha koi rok tok to hai nahi. Tum jab chaho, use yaha bula sakte ho ya fir khud us se milne ja sakte ho.”

Mai bola “dadu, yahi baat maine bhi us se kahi thi. Lekin wo chahta hai ki, mai jab yaha par hu to, kuch din uske sath bhi rahu. Wo khud aapse iski ijajat lene aa raha hai”

Dada ji bole “mai to tumhe uske sath rahne ki ijajat de duga. Magar kya ghar ke baki log iske liye taiyar ho jayege. Kya wo tumhe yaha se jaane dege.”

Mai bola “dadu raj se to maine puchh liya hai. Ab baki logon se aap kahoge to, wo bhi taiyar ho jayege.”

Dada ji bole “thik hai, tumhare dost ko aane do. Fir dekhte hai ki kya kiya ja sakta hai. Ab tum jao aur jaldi se fresh hokar aao.”

Mai bola “ok dadu.”

Itna kah kar mai apne kamre me aa gaya. Kamre me aakar maine muh hath dhoya aur fir wapas dining room me aa gaya. Dining room me aate hi maine ek najar sab par dali.

Dining table ki bich wali seat par hamesha ki tarah dada ji baithe huye the. Dada ji ke left wali seat me pahle aunty, fir riya baithi thi. Riya ke bad wali seat khali thi. Wo priya ki seat thi. Uske bad nikki baithi huyi thi.

Mai hamesha ki tarah dada ji ki right wali seat me baith gaya. Mere baithte hi dada ji ne riya aur nikki se kaha ki, tum dono me se koi jakar priya ko bhi bula kar le lao.

Dada ji ki baat sunte hi nikki uthi aur priya ko lene chali gayi. Kuch hi der bad mujhe priya aur nikki aate dikhayi di. Lekin priya ko dekhte hi mere rongte khade ho gaye

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 106}
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Mai bola “dadu raj se to maine puchh liya hai. Ab baki logon se aap kahoge to, wo bhi taiyar ho jayege.”

Dada ji bole “thik hai, tumhare dost ko aane do. Fir dekhte hai ki kya kiya ja sakta hai. Ab tum jao aur jaldi se fresh hokar aao.”

Mai bola “ok dadu.”

Itna kah kar mai apne kamre me aa gaya. Kamre me aakar maine muh hath dhoya aur fir wapas dining room me aa gaya. Dining room me aate hi maine ek najar sab par dali.

Dining table ki bich wali seat par hamesha ki tarah dada ji baithe huye the. Dada ji ke left wali seat me pahle aunty, fir riya baithi thi. Riya ke bad wali seat khali thi. Wo priya ki seat thi. Uske bad nikki baithi huyi thi.

Mai hamesha ki tarah dada ji ki right wali seat me baith gaya. Mere baithte hi dada ji ne riya aur nikki se kaha ki, tum dono me se koi jakar priya ko bhi bula kar le lao.

Dada ji ki baat sunte hi nikki uthi aur priya ko lene chali gayi. Kuch hi der bad mujhe priya aur nikki aate dikhayi di. Lekin priya ko dekhte hi mere rongte khade ho gaye.

Priya ek Shawl odhe huye thi aur nikki ka sahara lekar dhire dhire sidiyan utar rahi thi. Wo bahut kamjor lag rahi thi aur uska chehra bahut jyada murjhaya hua tha. Aisa lag raha tha, jaise wo barson se bimar ho.

Itna to mai samajh gaya tha ki, priya ki ye haalat raat ki baton ki vajah se huyi hai aur iske liye meri subah ki berukhi bhi kahi na kahi jimmedar hai. Magar ye sab itni jaldi ho jayega. Iska mujhe jara bhi andaja nahi tha.

Priya dhire dhire sidiyan utarte huye chali aa rahi thi. Tabhi achanak mujhe kuch sujha aur maine apni seat se uthte huye dada ji se kaha.

Mai bola “dadu, ek minute mai abhi aata hu”

Dada ji bole “kya hua. Ye achanak kaha ja rahe ho.”

Mai bola “bas ek minute. Mujhe ek jaruri call karne ki yaad aa gayi aur mobile mere kamre me hi rakha hai. Mai abhi call karke aata hu.”

Ye kah kar mai apne kamre me aa gaya. Kamre me aakar sabse pahle maine keerti se baat ki aur uska chalu mobile jeb me rakhne ke bad, maine ajay ko call laga kar, use yaha ke saare haalat bataye.

Ajay se baat karne ke bad, mai wapas dining room me aa gaya. Jab mai dining room me pahucha to, priya dada ji ke pas, meri wali seat par baithi thi. Mai jakar uske baju wali seat par baith gaya.

Fir maine gaur se priya ki taraf dekha. Wo dhire dhire chhote, chhote nibale banakar kar aise kha rahi thi, jaise ki koi use jabardasti khila raha ho. Mujhe khana na khate dekh kar, dada ji ne mujhe khana khane ko kaha to, maine dada ji se puchha.

Mai bola “dadu, ye priya ko achanak kya ho gaya. Kya priya ki tabiyat kharab hai.”

Dada ji bole “haan beta, aaj subah achanak hi priya ki tabiyat kharab ho gayi hai. Asal me priya ko ...........”

Dada ji abhi kuch kah pate ki, priya khana khate khate ruk ruk gayi aur dada ji ki baat ko bich me hi katte huye, badi hi dayniy aawaj me kahne lagi.

Priya boli “dadu pls, maine kaha na, mujhe kuch nahi hua. Kal school me jyada uchhal kud kar lene ki vajah se, tabiyat kharab huyi hai. Kuch der aaram karugi to, bilkul thik ho jaugi.”

Shayad dada ji priya ki dil ki bimari ke baare me batane wale the aur priya nahi chahti thi ki, mujhe uski bimari ke baare me pata chale. Isliye usne dada ji ki baat kaat di thi.

Lekin priya ka baat karne ka tarika uski bimar haalat ko bayan karne ke liye bahut tha. Jise dekh kar dada ji ne priya ko samjhate huye kaha.

Dada ji bole “beti, tujhe malum hai ki, jyada uchhal kud teri sehat ke liye achi nahi hai. Fir tu jaan kar bhi aisa kyo karti hai.”

Priya jis baat ko karne se bachna chah rahi thi. Dada ji wahi baat kiye ja rahe the. Priya ne fir baat ko sambhalte huye kaha.

Priya boli “ok dadu, ab dobara aisa nahi karugi. Ab aap chup chap khana khaiye.”

Ye kah kar priya dada ji juban par tala lagana chahti thi. Magar mai priya ki bimari se anjan nahi tha. Isliye maine baat ko kuredete huye kaha.

Mai bola “lekin dadu, is umar me uchhal kud karne se sehat achi rahti hai. Fir aap priya ko aisa karne se kyo rok rahe hai.”

Ye baat maine dada ji ke muh se priya ki bimari janne ke liye kahi thi aur mai apni koshish me kuch had tak safal bhi hua. Dada ji kahne lage.

Dada ji bole “beta, tumhari baat sahi hai. Lekin baat darasal ye hai ki, priya..........”

Dada ji abhi apni baat puri kar pate ki, us se pahle hi priya ne chidchidate huye kaha.

Priya boli “dadu pls, aap log is baat ko yahi khatam kijiye, nahi to mai abhi apne kamre me wapas chali jaugi.”

Dada ji bole “ok, ab koi is baare me baat nahi karega. Lekin tu gussa mat kar aur khushi khusi khana kha.”

Priya ne apni haalat ka fayda uthate huye, dada ji ko baat puri karne se rok diya tha aur ab mujhe bhi is baat ko jyada kuredna acha nahi laga aur mai bhi chup chap khana khane laga.

Abhi hum khana kha hi rahe the ki, tabhi ek naukar ne aakar kaha ki, koi ajay sahab aaye hai. Ajay ka naam sunte hi, mai khane ko bich me hi chhod kar apni seat se uth khada hua. Mujhe khane se bich me uthte dekh kar, dada ji ne kaha.

Dada ji bole “beta, tumhe khana chhod kar uthne ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Ajay tumhara dost hai. Is naate wo bhi is ghar ka sadasya hi hua. Use yahi bula lete hai. Sab se uska parichay bhi ho jayega aur baki baten bhi ho jayegi.”

Mai bola “ok dadu, jaisi aapki marji.”

Ye kah kar mai wapas apni seat par baith gaya. Dada ji ne naukar se, ajay ko dining room me le aane ko kaha. Fir sab ko bataya ki, ajay mera dost hai aur kuch din ke liye, mujhe apne sath, apne ghar le jana chahta hai.

Jab dada ji sabko ajay ke baare me bata rahe the. Tab sab dada ji ki hi taraf dekh rahe the. Magar priya chup chap khana kha rahi thi. Mera saara dhayan priya ki taraf hi tha.

Mai ye dekhna chahta tha ki, mere jaane ki baat sunkar, priya par kya asar padta hai. Jab tak dada ji ajay ke baare me batate rahe. Tab tak priya khana khane me aise magan thi. Jaise use kisi ki koi baat sunayi hi na de rahi ho.

Magar jaise hi dada ji ne ajay ke sath mere jaane ki baat kahi, waise hi priya ke muh me jaata nibala bich me hi ruk gaya. Usne nibala dhire se apni thali me hi wapas rakh diya.

Magar usne apna sar utha kar kisi ki taraf nahi dekha. Bas ek-tak apni taali ko hi ghoore ja rahi thi. Use ye baat samajh me aa chuki thi ki, mai kal ki baat ki vajah se hi ajay ke sath ja raha hu.

Wo thodi der apni thali ko ghoorti rahi. Fir usne apna sar utha kar dada ji ki taraf dekha. Shayad wo kuch bolna chahti thi. Magar tabhi ajay andar aa gaya aur usne dada ji se namaste kiye to, sabka dhyana ajay ki taraf chala gaya.

Aaj ajay ka pehnawa roj se jara hat kar tha. Wo is samay jeans t-shirt me kisi filmi hero se kam nahi lag raha tha. Uski pahni huyi har chiz branded company ki thi. Jo uski asli haisiyat ka bakhan kar raha thi.

Ek pal ke liye to sab ke sath sath, mai aur nikki bhi ajay ke is naye roop ko dekhte rah gaye the. Dada ji ne ajay ko baitne ko kaha to, wo unke samne ki seat par baith gaya.

Dada ji ne use khane ke liye bhi kaha, magar usne mana kar diya. Dada ji ne ajay ka sabse parichay karaya. Iske bad ajay dada ji mere uske sath jaane ke baare me baat karne laga.

Jiske jabab me dada ji ne us se bhi wahi sab baten ki, jo mujhse kahi thi. Magar aakhir me ajay ne kisi tarah dada ji ko mana kar unse, mujhe apne sath le jaane ki ijajat hasil kar hi li.

Inhi baton ke chalte sab ka khana khana ho chuka tha. Priya abhi bhi sar jhukaye khamosh baithi thi. Kuch der bad ajay ne mujhse chalne ko kaha to, maine kaha mai apna saman le lu, fir chalta hu.

Ye kah kar mai uthne hi wala tha ki, priya ne apna hath table ke niche kiya aur meri kalai pakad li. Maine priya ki taraf dekha. Lekin wo abhi bhi sar jhukaye hi baithi thi.

Maine us se apna hath chhudane ki koshish ki to, priya ne aur bhi majbuti se mera hath pakad liya. Aakhir me maine apne dusre hath ka sahara lekar, priya se apni kalai ko chhudaya aur uth kar apne kamre me aa gaya.

Meri packing to pahle se hi thi. Magar mai kuch der bad kamre se nikalna chahta tha. Taki sabko yahi lage ki maine abhi packing ki hai. Magar mai ye bhi achi tarah se janta tha ki, mere pas jarur koi na koi aayega.

Isliye mai bag khol kar apna saman idhar udhar kar, packin karne ka natak karne laga. Mera sochna sahi nikla tha. Kuch hi der bad mere pas nikki aa gayi. Lekin nikki ko packing ke baare me pahle se hi pata tha.

Isliye maine saman packing ka, natak karna band kiya aur baith gaya. Nikki ne aate hi mujhe priya wala mobile wapas diya. Us mobile ko dekhte hi maine nikki se puchha.

Mai bola “kya hua, aap mujhe ye mobile wapas kyo kar rahi hai. Kya priya ne ise lene se mana kar diya.”

Nikki boli “mana to wo tab karti. Jab mai ye mobile usko deti. Maine ye mobile usko diya hi nahi.”

Mai bola “kyo.”

Nikki boli “subah jab mai aapke kamre se nikli, tabhi priya mujhe sidiyon par khadi mil gayi thi. Uska chehra murjhaya hua aur aankhen suji huyi thi. Aisa lag raha tha, jaise wo raat bhar roti rahi hai.”

“Uska udasi bhara chehra dekh kar, maine us se puchha bhi ki, use kya hua hai. Magar usne bas itna kaha ki, mujhe bahut becheni ho rahi hai. Iske bad mai usko, uske room me le gayi aur usko aaram karne ka bol kar aa gayi.”

“Magar 9 baje jab mai usko nashte ke liye bulane gayi. Tab dekha ki use bahut tej bukhar hai. Maine fauran aakar aunty ko bataya aur un ne nisha didi ko bulaya. Nisha didi ne aakar priya ko dekha aur kuch dawaiyan dekar, usko aaram karne ki salah di hai. Isliye use ye mobile wapas karne ki, meri himmat hi nahi huyi.”

Mai bola “aapne ye bahut acha kiya. Abhi priya ko mobile wapas karne ka, ye sahi samay nahi hai. Ab mai khud hi koi acha sa samay dekh kar, use ye mobile wapas kar duga.”

Ye kahte huye maine nikki ke hath se mobile wapas le liya. Magar nikki ka mood kuch thik nahi lag raha tha to maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “kya hua. Kya aapko meri baat sahi nahi lagi.”

Nikki boli “aapki baat sahi hai. Lekin aap jo kar rahe hai. Kya wo karna jaruri hai.”

Mai bola “mai samjha nahi aap kya kahna chahti hai.”

Nikki boli “kya priya ki galti ki, use itni badi saza dena jaruri hai.”

Mai bola “aapko ye kyo lag raha hai ki, mai priya ko uski galti ki saza de raha hu. Kya priya ne aapse is baare me kuch kaha hai.”

Nikki boli “nahi, priya ne mujhse kuch nahi kaha. Lekin aapke achanak is tarah se jaane aur priya ke is tarah se bimar pad jaane se, saaf samajh me aata hai ki, priya se koi galti huyi hai.”

Mai bola “nahi, na to priya ne koi galti ki hai aur na hi mai use koi saza de raha hu. Mai to bas wo hi kar raha hu. Jo priya ne mujhse karne ko kaha tha. Ab is se jyada, mai abhi aapko kuch nahi bata sakta.”

Nikki boli “mai kuch janne ki jid bhi nahi kar rahi hu. Bas aapko ye samjhana chahti hu ki, priya ne chahe jo bhi galti ki ho. Magar abhi wo apni us galti ke liye dil se pachhta rahi hai. Yadi aap yaha ruk jate hai to, mujhe yakin hai ki, wo aap se apni galti ke liye maafi bhi mang legi.”

Mai bola “mai janta tha ki, priya ko is baat ka aehsas jarur hoga. Magar ab mera yaha ruk pana mushkil hai.”

Nikki boli “aap samjhte kyo nahi, aapka jana priya ko tod kar rakh dega. Wo aapka jana sah nahi payegi.”

Mai bola “samajhna to ye baat priya ko chahiye ki, aaj nahi to kal mujhe jana hi hai. Mere sath na to uska koi mel hai aur na hi uska koi bhavishya hai. Isliye priya ko samay rahte khud ko sambhal lena chahiye.”

Meri baat sunkar nikki chup ho gayi. Meri baat ki sachai ne nikki ko kuch der ke liye chup jarur kara diya. Magar priya ki haalat ya priya ke dil me chhupe pyar ne nikki ko mujhse bahas karne ke liye fir majbur kar diya. Nikki ne bhavuk hote huye kaha.

Nikki boli “aap thik kahte ho punit sir. Priya ko samajhna chahiye ki, kisi ko sirf pyar karne se, wo apna nahi ho jata. Kisi par jaan dene se, wo sach me jaan nahi ban jata. Ye to kismat ki baat hoti hai ki, kisko kiska pyar nashib hota hai.”

“Magar wo bechari in sab baton ko kya samjhe. Wo to sapno ki duniya me rahti hai. Wo is baat ko jaan kar bhi anjan hai ki, sapna chahe acha ho ya bura. Sapne ki kismat to sirf toot jana hoti.”

“Ab yadi usne ek aise ladke se pyar karne ka sapna saja liya hai. Jo use pyar to kya, apni dosti ke kabil bhi nahi samajhta hai to, use is sapne ko dekhne ki saza jarur milni chahiye.”

“Ab usne aap se pyar karne ka sapna dekha hai to, saza dene ka haq bhi aapka hi banta hai. Aap use is sapne ko dekhne ke gunah ki saza jarur dena aur saza bhi aisi dena ki, wo zindagi me fir kabhi kisi ko pyar karne ka sapna dekhne ki himmat na kar sake.”

Nikki apne dil ki saari bhadas nikal kar, bina mera jabab sune chali gayi. Uske dil me jo bhi aaya, wo mujhe bak kar gayi thi. Ek tarah se, usne mujhe bade pyar se, jali kati sunayi thi aur mai khamoshi se sunta raha. Usne mujhe makhmali jooto se maara aur mai khata raha.

Us samay mere khamosh rahne ka matlab ye nahi tha ki, mere pas nikki ki baton ka koi jabab nahi tha. Balki mai khamosh isliye tha. Kyoki us samay nikki jo bhi bol rahi thi, wo uske dil me priya ke liye chhupa pyar tha.

Yahi vajah thi ki, maine nikki ki kisi baat ka virodh nahi kiya aur khamoshi se sunta raha. Nikki mere kamre se ja chuki thi aur mujhe bhi kamre me aaye bahut der ho chuki thi.

Maine apna bag uthaya aur keerti se baat karne ke liye, jaise hi mobile nikala darwaje ke samne priya najar aa gayi. Maine mobile wapas apni jeb me rakha aur priya ki taraf dekhne laga.

Mujhe laga ki wo andar aayegi. Magar wo darwaje par hi khadi, udasi bhari najron se mujhe dekhti rahi. Wo mujhe jaane se rokne ya apni galti ki maafi mangne aayi thi.

Magar shayad usko samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, wo apni baat kaise kahe. Thodi der mai priya ke andar aane ka wait karta raha. Lekin jab wo andar nahi aayi to, maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “waha kyo khadi ho. Koi baat karna hai to, yaha baith kar aaram se kar lo.”

Magar meri baat sunkar usne najren jhuka li. Shayad usme mera samna karne ki ya apni baat kahne ki takat nahi thi. Meri bhi haalat kuch aisi hi thi. Mai us band kamre me priya aur uske dard ka samna nahi kar pa raha tha.

Mujhe lag raha tha ki, yadi priya thodi der aise hi mere samne khadi rahi to, uske bina kuch kahe hi, mujhe apne jaane ka irada badal dena padega. Isliye maine priya se kaha.

Mai bola “ok, tumhe kuch nahi kahna to, mai jata hu. Mujhe der ho rahi hai.”

Ye kahte huye mai bahar jaane ke liye, darwaje ki taraf bada. Lekin priya ne darwaje ki dono taraf apne hath rakh kar mera rasta rok liya. Priya ke sharir me us samay itni takat nahi thi ki, wo apne hathon ke jor se mujhe jaane se rok sake.

Magar fir bhi uski is harkat ne mere badte huye kadmo ko rok diya tha. Ab mujhe priya par gussa aa raha tha. Kyoki na wo kuch bol rahi thi aur na mujhe jaane de rahi thi. Maine priya par jhunjhlate huye kaha.

Mai bola “priya, ye kya harkat hai. Bahar ajay mera wait kar raha hai aur yaha tum ye nautanki kar rahi ho. Ab bahut ho gaya. Darwaje ke bich se door hato aur mujhe jaane do.”

Lekin priya par meri is jhunjhlahat ka koi asar nahi pada. Wo abhi bhi khamosh, darwaje par apne dono hath rakhe, sar jhukaye aise khadi rahi. Jaise ki use meri koi baat sunayi hi na di ho.

Priya ki is harkat par mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya. Maine gusse me priya par baraste huye kaha.

Mai bola “thik hai, tum chahti ho ki, mai tumhe dhakka de kar, tumhare sath jabardasti karke yaha se jau, to ab yahi hoga.”

Ye kahte huye mai priya ko jabardasti darwaje se alag karne ke liye aage bad gaya. Magar priya ki is khamoshi ko tufan ke gujarne ke bad ki khamoshi samajhna meri bhool thi. Koyki ye tufan ke aane ke pahle ki khamoshi thi.

Apni is lambi khamoshi ke bad priya ne jo kiya. Us baat ki kabhi maine, apne sapne me bhi kalpna nahi ki thi. Isliye priya ki is harkat ko dekh kar mera rom rom kaanp gaya.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 107}
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Mai bola “priya, ye kya harkat hai. Bahar ajay mera wait kar raha hai aur yaha tum ye nautanki kar rahi ho. Ab bahut ho gaya. Darwaje ke bich se door hato aur mujhe jaane do.”

Lekin priya par meri is jhunjhlahat ka koi asar nahi pada. Wo abhi bhi khamosh, darwaje par apne dono hath rakhe, sar jhukaye aise khadi rahi. Jaise ki use meri koi baat sunayi hi na di ho.

Priya ki is harkat par mujhe aur bhi jyada gussa aa gaya. Maine gusse me priya par baraste huye kaha.

Mai bola “thik hai, tum chahti ho ki, mai tumhe dhakka de kar, tumhare sath jabardasti karke yaha se jau, to ab yahi hoga.”

Ye kahte huye mai priya ko jabardasti darwaje se alag karne ke liye aage bad gaya. Magar priya ki is khamoshi ko tufan ke gujarne ke bad ki khamoshi samajhna meri bhool thi. Koyki ye tufan ke aane ke pahle ki khamoshi thi.

Apni is lambi khamoshi ke bad priya ne jo kiya. Us baat ki kabhi maine, apne sapne me bhi kalpna nahi ki thi. Isliye priya ki is harkat ko dekh kar mera rom rom kaanp gaya.

Mere aage kadam badate hi priya ki aakhon se aansu chhalakne lage aur usne apne dono hath darwaje se alag kar liye. Mujhe laga ki shayad mere gusse se dar kar, priya mujhe jaane ke liye rasta de rahi hai.

Lekin mera ye vaham sirf pal bhar ke liye hi raha. Kyoki agle hi pal priya bijli ki gati se mere samne aakar ghutno ke bal baith gayi. Is se pahle ki mai, uski harkat ko kuch samajh pata, usne ek jhatke me apna sar, mere pairon par rakh diya aur dono hathon se mere pairon ko jakad kar, bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi.

Wo mere pairon par apna sar rakhe foot foot kar ro rahi thi aur kah rahi thi. “mujhe maaf kar do, mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi. Mujhe chhod kar mat jao, mujhe maaf kar do, mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi.”

Na uska rona ruk raha tha aur na uska bolna ruk raha tha. Uska rona aur uski dard bhari aawaj mera seena chhalni kar rahi thi. Mai us se apne pairon ko chhudane ki koshish karne laga.

Lekin usme us samay na jaane kaha se itni takat aa gayi thi ki, mai uski pakad se apne pairon ko aazad nahi karwa pa raha tha. Meri apne aapko chhudane ki koshish, uske bilakhne ko aur bada rahi thi.

Wo bilakh bilakh kar roti ja rahi thi aur bas ek hi baat ratti ja rahi thi. “mujhe maaf kar do, mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi. Mujhe chhod kar mat jao, mujhe maaf kar do, mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi.”

Mere hausle uske aage past pad gaye aur maine apne aapko us se chhudana band kar diya. Magar mujhe kisi aur ke aa jaane ka dar bhi lag raha tha. Isliye maine nikki ko call kiya aur us se kaha.

Mai bola “pls aap yaha jaldi aao. Magar akele hi aana. Pls jaldi aao.”

Meri baat ko sunne ke bad nikki ne aane me jara bhi der nahi ki aur wo fauran bhagte huye aayi. Magar kamre me aate hi uski bhi wahi haalat huyi jo meri thi. Priya ko mere pairon par dekh kar, uska dil bhi ro pada.

Wo priya ke pas baith gayi aur use mere pairon par se uthane ki koshish karne lagi. Lekin priya ne mere pairon ko nahi chhoda. Uska rona nikki ko dekh kar aur bhi bad gaya.

Priya ka rona dekh kar nikki ki aankhon me bhi aansu aa gaye. Wo use samjhane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Lekin uski kisi bhi baat se priya ka rona nahi tham raha tha.

Nikki ne use apni kasam bhi di to, priya ne uski kasam ko bhi ansuna kar diya. Magar nikki ke kasam dene ki baat se mujhe laga ki shayad priya meri kasam ko jarur manegi aur yahi soch kar maine priya se kaha.

Mai bola “priya tumko meri kasam, rona band karo aur mujhe jaane do.”

Lekin aaj priya ki bahti ganga jamuna ko rokna kisi ki bhi kasam ke bas me nahi tha. Wo abhi bhi bahut buri tarah se bilakh hi rahi thi. Aakhir me maine ek baar aur koshish karte huye kaha.

Mai bola “priya tumko meri kasam, rona band karo aur mujhe jaane do. Yadi tum meri kasam na mano to, mera mara hua muh dekho.”

Meri is baat ne priya ke upar apna asar dikhaya. Usne mere pairon ko chhod diya aur nikki ke gale lag kar rone lagi. Nikki use samjha rahi thi. Magar priya ke aansu nahi ruk rahe the.

Mai khamosh khada bas use rote huye dekh raha tha. Jab priya chup nahi huyi to, nikki ne mujhse kaha.

Nikki boli “ab aap yaha khade mat rahiye. Aap yaha se jaiye, warna abhi koi aapko bulane aa gaya aur usne priya ko aise rote dekh liya to, sab gadbad ho jayegi.”

Mera dil priya ko aise rote huye chhod kar jaane ka nahi kar raha tha. Magar nikki ki baat bhi sahi thi. Isliye mai bujhe huye man se, priya ko rote huye chhod kar kamre se bahar nikal aaya.

Mai bahut sahi samay par kamre se bahar nikala tha. Kyoki mere kamre se bahar nikalte hi, mujhe riya apni taraf aati huyi dikhayi di. Usne mujhe aate huye dekh kar kaha.

Riya boli “acha hua, tum aa gaye. Mai tumko hi bulane aa rahi thi. Nikki aur priya kaha ruk gayi. Wo tumhare sath kyo nahi aayi.”

Ek to mai priya ki harkaton se tanav me aa gaya tha. Us par riya ke muh se ye sawal sunkar, mera tanav aur bhi bad gaya. Mujhe riya ke is sawal ka koi jabab nahi sujha to, maine nikki ko call laga diya. Nikki ke call uthate hi maine kaha.

Mai bola “aap log aa kyo nahi rahi ho. Riya aap logo ko puchh rahi hai.”

Meri baat sunkar nikki ko mere call karne ka matlab samajh me aa gaya. Usne mujhse kaha.

Nikki boli “aap riya se kaho ki, priya ko thakan mehsus ho rahi hai. Mai use thodi der bad lekar aati hu.”

Maine nikki ki kahi baat riya se kah di. Uske bad mai riya ke sath hall me aa gaya. Ab mai nahi chahta tha ki, koi aur nikki ya priya ke baare me puchhe. Isliye maine hall me pahuchte hi dada ji se kaha.

Mai bola “acha dadu, ab mai chalta hu. Magar aap se milne roj aata rahuga.”

Dada ji bole “thik hai beta, lekin tumne kuch din ke liye jaane ki baat kahi thi. Isliye ho sake to, ek do din rah kar wapas aa jana.”

Mai bola “ji dadu.”

Iske bad maine dada ji aur aunty ke pair chhu kar unse aashirwad liya. Fir ajay se chalne ko kaha. Dada ji, aunty aur riya mujhe bahar tak chhodne aaye. Maine hath hila kar sabko bye kiya aur fir car me baith gaya. Ajay ne bhi sabko bye bola aur fir gadi aage bada di.

Waha se nikalte hi mujhe aisi rahat mehsus huyi. Jaise ki meri chori pakde jate jate rah gayi ho. Lekin ab priya ka rota hua chehra mujhe pareshan kar raha tha. Mai priya ke baare me soch kar udas aur khamosh ho gaya tha. Mujhe udas dekh kar ajay ne kaha.

Ajay bola “kya hua, itna udas kyo ho. Kya un se door hone ka dukh ho raha hai.”

Mai bola “jab kisi se pyar aur apnapan milta hai to, us se door hone me taklif to hoti hi hai.”

Ajay bola “haan, ye baat to hai. Magar ab is baare me jyada mat socho warna aur bhi taklif hogi. Ab ye batao ki kya karna hai. Abhi hospital jaoge ya ghar chal kar aaram karoge.”

Mai bola “abhi hospital jauga. Waha raj mera wait kar raha hoga. Mehul 3 baje ke bad hi waha pahuchega. Tab tak mujhe hi waha rukna hoga. Tum mujhe wahi chhod do.”

Ajay bola “ok.”

Iske bad ajay ne mujhe hospital me chhod diya aur mera saman lekar wo apne ghar ke liye nikal gaya. Maine raj ko call karke niche aane ko kaha aur fir keerti wala mobile nikal kar kaha.

Mai bola “hello.”

Lekin keerti ki taraf se koi aawaj nahi aayi to, maine fir kaha.

Mai bola “hello, tu hai ya nahi, mai tujhse hi bol raha hu.”

Meri baat sunte hi keerti ka jabab aa gaya. Usne kaha.

Keerti boli “sorry, mujhe laga ki, tum kisi ko call laga rahe ho.”

Mai bola “ok, ab ye bata kya karna hai.”

Keerti boli “kya matlab, mai kuch samjhi nahi.”

Mai bola “mai puchh raha hu ki, priya ke baare me ab kya karna hai.”

Meri baat sunkar keerti ne sirf itna kaha.

Keerti boli “ab isme, mai kya bolu, tumhe jo thik lage, wo tum karo.”

Keerti ki ye baat sunkar mujhe aisa laga, jaise wo mujhse apne dil ki baat kahne se hichak rahi ho. Isliye mujhe us par thoda gussa aaya. Magar tabhi mujhe raj aata hua dikhayi diya to, maine apni baat ko bich me hi rokte huye kaha.

Mai bola “raj aa raha hai. Ab tu phone rakh, mai ghar pahuchne ke bad tujhe call karuga.”

Keerti boli “ok jaan, i love u, muuuhhh.”

Mai bola “muuuhhhhh.”

Iske bad keerti ne call rakh diya. Tab tak raj bhi aa gaya. Meri us se thodi bahut baat huyi aur maine use aaj apne der se aane ki vajah batayi. Fir raj ghar chala gaya aur mai uncle ke pas aa gaya.

Magar mere dimag me abhi bhi keerti ka jabab hi ghoom raha tha. Mujhe samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, keerti ke dil me aisi kya baat thi. Jise wo mujhse kahne me hichak rahi thi.

Mujhe is baat ka dar bhi lag raha tha ki, kahi keerti meri kisi baat ko lekar mujhse naraj to nahi ho gayi hai ya fir use kahi priya ya nikki me se kisi ki baat ka bura to nahi lag gaya hai.

Ye sab baten soch kar, meri keerti ke man ki baat janne ki, becheni bad rahi thi. Apni inhi soch me gum rahne ke karan mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki, kab 3:30 baj gaye. Magar abhi tak mehul nahi aaya tha.

Itne samay tak mehul ke na aane se mai samajh gaya tha ki, wo yaha se jate hi bhool gaya hai ki, aaj se raat ko mujhe hospital me rukna hai aur isliye wo aaram se hi sokar utha hoga.

Is baat ko soch kar mujhe mehul ke upar gussa aane laga. Raat se hi mera mood kharab karne ka daur chal raha tha. Sabse pahle papa aur riya ki harakat se mera mood kharab hua tha.

Fir priya ne ulta sidha bak kar mood kharab kiya tha. Uske bad jo kasar baki rah gayi thi, use keerti ne priya ko gaali bak kar puri kar di thi. Iske bad bhi maine raat jaise taise kaat hi li thi.

Maine socha tha ki, din me sab sahi ho jayega. Magar din me bhi kuch nahi badla tha. Ye silsila to din me bhi waise ka waise hi jaari tha. Pahle priya ne rokar mera mood kharab kiya tha.

Uske bad keerti ne apne man ki baat chhupa kar aur fir mehul ne mere kahne par bhi samay par hospital na aakar, mera dimag kharab kiya tha. Aur to aur aaj nikki ne bhi jali kati sunane me koi kasar nahi chhodi thi.

Mai ye sab baten soch kar, apne aapko bahut akela mehsus kar raha tha aur is akelepan me mujhe chhoti maa ki yaad aane lagi. Maine uncle se kaha mai chay pikar aata hu aur mai bahar porch me aa gaya.

Waha aakar maine chhoti maa ko call laga diya. Maine do baar chhoti maa ko call lagaya. Lekin unka mobile nahi utha. Shayad wo mobile apne kamre me rakh kar kisi kaam me busy thi.

Lekin mera man chhoti maa se baat karne ka kar raha tha. Isliye mai unhe call lagata ja raha tha. Mere 2-3 baar call lagane ke bad mera call uth gaya. Magar call ami ne uthaya tha.

Ami ki aawaj sunte hi mere dil ko kuch rahat si mehsus huyi aur mere chehre par apne aap muskurahat aa gayi. Maine use, na pehchan pane ka natak karte huye kaha.

Mai bola “hello kaun.”

Meri baat sunkar ami ne apni narajgi jatate huye kaha.

Nimi boli “kya bhaiya, aap meri aawaj bhi nahi pehchante. Mai ami hu.”

Mai bola “ohh betu tu, mujhe to laga tha ki call chhutki ne uthaya hai. Kidhar hai chhutki.”

Maine ye baat ami ko chidane ke liye kahi thi. Taki wo nimi ka naam sunkar, mere upar gussa kare. Lekin uski samajh me meri ye baat nahi aayi aur usne ek saans me mujhe sabke baare me batate huye kaha.

Ami boli “bhaiya, nimi bahar khel rahi. Mummy aur aunty Tv dekh rahi hai. Keerti didi apne kamre me hai aur chanda mausi humare baju wale kamre me aunty ka saman rakh rahi hai.”

Mai bola “ chup ho ja BBC London. Maine to sirf nimi ka puchha tha aur tu saare ghar ka haal chaal dene lagi. Ye bata ki tu yaha akele chhoti maa ke kamre me kya kar rahi hai.”

Ami boli “mai bhi nimi ke sath khel rahi thi. Mummy ka mobile baj raha tha to, unhi ne mujhe mobile lene bheja tha. Aapka call aa raha tha. Isliye maine call utha liya.”

Mai bola “chal acha kiya. Ab ye bata, tum dono keerti se jhagra to nahi karti ho.”

Ami boli “nahi bhaiya, hum log keerti didi se bilkul nahi ladte. Magar aapko ek raz ki baat batau.”

Mai bola ‘koun si raz ki baat.”

Ami boli “batati hu, magar pahle aap vada karo ki, aap ye baat keerti didi se nahi karoge. Warna wo mujh par bahut gussa karegi.”

Mai bola “ok baba, mai vada karta hu ki, mai ye baat keerti to kya, kisi se bhi nahi kahuga. Ab bata, kya baat hai.”

Ami boli “keerti didi na, kal raat ko kisi se mobile par baat kar rahi thi aur bahut gandi gandi galiyan de rahi thi.”

Ami ki is baat ne to, thodi der ke liye meri hi bolti band kar di thi. Ek to mai pahle se hi, itne logon ki baton ka tanav jhel raha tha aur ab ek tanav ami ne bhi de diya tha.

Magar abhi mere liye sabse jyada jaruri ami ka muh band karana tha. Taki wo is baat ko chhoti maa ya kisi aur se na kare. Lekin uske pahle ye janna jaruri tha ki, usne ye sab baat kaise suni. Isliye maine ami se kaha.

Mai bola “betu, tune nind me jarur koi sapna dekha hoga. Bhala keerti kisi ko galiyan kyo degi.”

Ami boli “nahi bhaiya, ye sapna nahi, sach hai. Kal raat ko achanak meri nind khuli to, keerti didi humare pas nahi thi aur kamre ka darwaja bhi khula hua tha. Mujhe laga ki shayad wo apne kamre me sone chali gayi hai. Isliye mai darwaja band karne uthi to dekha ki, aapke kamre ki light jal rahi hai.”

“Mai samajh gayi ki keerti didi wahi par hai. Mai unhe dekhne ke liye gayi to, wo mobile par kisi ko galiyan de rahi thi. Ye dekh kar mai dar gayi aur fir se wapas aakar so gayi.”

Ami ne ye to bata diya ki, use ye baat kaise pata chali. Lekin ab sabse jaruri ye tha ki, wo ye baat kisi se na kahe. Isliye maine ami ko samjhate huye kaha.

Mai bola “betu, tune ye baat chhoti maa ya fir aunty se to nahi batayi hai.”

Ami boli “nahi bhaiya, yadi mai mummy se ye baat bolti to, wo didi ko datti aur didi mujhse gussa ho jati.”

Mai bola “tu to sach me bahut samajhdar ho gayi hai. Dekh ye baat kisi se mat bolna. Mai jab aauga to keerti ko khub datuga.”

Ami boli “kya bhaiya, ab aap bachchon jaisi baat karne lage. Aap unko datoge to, unhe pata nahi chal jayega ki, ye baat maine aapse batayi hai.”

Mai bola “lekin gaali bakna to buri baat hai. Yadi keerti ko nahi danta to wo fir gaali bakegi.”

Ami boli “mai kuch nahi janti. Aapne mujhse vada kiya tha ki, aap ye baat kisi se nahi kahoge. Yadi aap didi ko dantoge to, wo mujhse gussa ho jayengi.”

Mai bola “to fir uske sath kya kiya jaye.”

Ami boli “aap jab khud unko gaali bakte pakdo, tab datna.”

Mai bola “chal thik hai. Abhi mai teri vajah se keerti ko chhod deta hu. Lekin dekh, ab tu ye baat kisi se mat kahna.”

Meri baat sunkar ami hasne lagi. Use hanste dekh kar maine kaha.

Mai bola “betu, kya hua. Tu hans kyo rahi hai.”

Ami boli “bhaiya, aap to bachchon se bhi bachche ho.”

Mai bola “kyo, kya hua. Maine aisa kya bol diya.”

Ami boli “are mai aap se vada li hu ki, aap ye baat kisi se mat bolna aur aap mujhse hi kah rahe ho ki, ye baat kisi se mat kahna. Hehehehe.”

Wo fir se hasne lagi aur uski is hansi se mujhe kuch rahat mehsus huyi. Tabhi mere mobile par mehul ka call aane laga to, maine ami se jataya ki, chhoti maa se kahna mai bad me baat karuga. Iske bad maine call kaat diya aur mehul ko call lagaya. Uske call uthate hi, maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “ab 3:45 baje, tere 3 baje rah hai.”

Mehul bola “abe mai 3 baje kyo nahi aa paya, pahle sun to le.”

Mai bola “to suna na, maine kab tujhe bolne se roka.”

Mehul bola “jab tu puri baat batane dega. Tabhi to mai tujhe kuch batauga na.”

Mai bola “chal bata, kya bata raha hai.”

Mere itna bolte hi mehul ne apne der se aane ki vajah batana suru kar di. Jaise jaise wo apni baat kahta ja raha tha. Waise waise hi mere chehre ka rang badalta ja raha tha. Mehul ki baat sunte sunte, meri aankhon se jhar jhar karke aansu jharne lage.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 108}
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Mai bola “kyo, kya hua. Maine aisa kya bol diya.”

Ami boli “are mai aap se vada li hu ki, aap ye baat kisi se mat bolna aur aap mujhse hi kah rahe ho ki, ye baat kisi se mat kahna. Hehehehe.”

Wo fir se hasne lagi aur uski is hansi se mujhe kuch rahat mehsus huyi. Tabhi mere mobile par mehul ka call aane laga to, maine ami se jataya ki, chhoti maa se kahna mai bad me baat karuga. Iske bad maine call kaat diya aur mehul ko call lagaya. Uske call uthate hi, maine us se kaha.

Mai bola “ab 3:45 baje, tere 3 baje rah hai.”

Mehul bola “abe mai 3 baje kyo nahi aa paya, pahle sun to le.”

Mai bola “to suna na, maine kab tujhe bolne se roka.”

Mehul bola “jab tu puri baat batane dega. Tabhi to mai tujhe kuch batauga na.”

Mai bola “chal bata, kya bata raha hai.”

Mere itna bolte hi mehul ne apne der se aane ki vajah batana suru kar di. Jaise jaise wo apni baat kahta ja raha tha. Waise waise hi mere chehre ka rang badalta ja raha tha.

Mehul ki baat sunte sunte, meri aankhon se jhar jhar karke aansu jharne lage. Mehul jaise jaise apni baat bolte ja raha tha. Waise waise mai is sab ke liye khud ko doshi maan raha tha. Mehul ne apni baat batate huye kaha.

Mehul bola “jab mai sokar utha. Tab tum waha se nikal chuke the. Mai taiyar hokar bahar nikla to, mujhe nikki tumhare kamre se nikalte dikhi. Maine us se puchha ki, kya andar kamre me punnu hai.”

“Tab nikki ne bataya ki, andar priya hai. Wo punit se milne aayi thi. Lekin achanak use thakan mehsus hone lagi to, wo yahi ruk gayi. Magar ab uski tabiyat kuch jyada kharab ho gayi hai.”

“Aap jakar uske pas baitho, mai abhi dada ji aur aunty ko bula kar lati hu. Itna bol kar nikki bhag kar, dada ji aur aunty ko bulane chali gayi aur mai tumhare kamre me aa gaya.”

“Magar waha priya ki haalat dekh kar mai ghabra gaya. Use saans lene me pareshani ho rahi thi. Mai fauran uske pas pahucha aur uske sar par hath ferne laga. Tab tak dada ji aur aunty bhi aa gaye.”

“Nikki ne doctor nisha ko call laga kar, priya ki haalat batayi to, un ne, use fauran hospital lane ko kah diya. Tab tak raj bhi aa chuka tha aur fir hum log bina samay gawaye priya ko yaha le aaye.”

“Hum sab 1 ghante se idhar hi hai. Priya ko I.C.U. (intensive care unit) me oxygen par rakha gaya hai. Uski haalat dekh kar, mai itna ghabra gaya tha ki, mujhe kuch bhi nahi sujh raha tha.”

“Abhi jab nikki ne kaha ki, priya ki tabiyat ke baare me, tumko bhi bata du. Tab mujhe yaad aaya ki, tu mere aane ka rasta dekh raha hoga aur maine fauran hi tujhe call laga diya.”

Itna bol kar mehul chup ho gaya. Magar priya ki tabiyat ka sunkar, mere hath panv fool gaye aur mai wahi porch me rakhi chair par hi sar pakad kar baith gaya. Mai ye bhi bhool gaya ki, abhi mobile par mehul hai.

Jab mai thodi der kuch nahi bola to, mehul hello hello karne laga. Tab mujhe hosh aaya. Magar mujhe kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, mai mehul se kya bolu. Kyoki priya ki is haalat ke liye, mai khud hi jammedar tha. Jab mehul ne ek do baar aur hello hello kiya to, maine anjan bante huye, mehul se kaha.

Mai bola “lekin achanak ye sab kaise ho gaya.”

Mehul bola “ye sab achanak nahi hua. Mujhe to aaj hi pata chala ki, priya ko pahle se hi dil ki bimari (Heart Disease) thi aur kal priya ne school me kuch jyada uchhal kood kar li. Jiska uske dil par bura asar pada hai.”

“Subah doctor nisha ne priya ko pura aaram karne ki salah di thi. Magar usne unki baat nahi maani. Jiski vajah se fir se uske dil par bura asar pada aur use saans lene me pareshani hone lagi.”

“Priya ke rakt ka dabaw (Blood pressure) bahut kam hai. Jisko samanya (normal) par lane ke liye priya ko I.C.U. me rakha gaya hai. Doctor nisha ka kahna hai ki, priya ki haalat abhi najuk hai aur jara si bhi laparwahi se, usko dil ka daura (Heart attack) pad sakta hai. Isliye priya ki haalat me sudhar hone tak, use hospital me hi rahna padega.”

Mai bola “ab priya ki tabiyat me kuch sudhar aaya ya nahi.”

Mehul bola “priya ko bahut becheni si ho rahi thi aur wo baar baar Oxygen mask nikalne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Isliye use nind ka injection diya gaya hai. Jiske bad se wo so rahi hai.”

Mai bola “abhi priya ke pas kaun kaun hai.”

Mehul bola “sirf raj hai. Hum sab bahar waiting lounge me hai.”

Mai bola “tum log kis floor par ho.”

Mehul bola “hum 3rd floor par hai. Tujhe aana hai to, aa ja.”

Mai bola “ok, mai abhi aata hu.”

Itna bol kar maine phone rakh diya. Mai is samay uncle ke pas 4th floor par tha aur jaldi se jaldi priya ke pas pahuchna chahta tha. Isliye mai teji se 3rd floor ki taraf bad gaya.

Mai jab 3rd floor ke waiting lounge me pahucha to, waha dada ji, aunty, raj, riya, nikki aur mehul the. Sabhi pareshan najar aa rahe the. Khas kar aunty ke chehre se aisa lag raha tha, jaise wo bahut royi hai. Maine jate hi dada ji se kaha.

Mai bola “dadu, ye sab kya ho gaya. Jab aap log yaha aaye to, mujhe priya ki tabiyat ka kyo nahi bataya.”

Dada ji bole “bete ye sab itna achanak ho gaya ki, kisi ke kuch samajh me nahi aa raha tha ki, wo kya kare. Aakash (riya ke papa) ko bhi nikki ne hi call karke khabar di thi.”

Dada ji ki baat sunkar, maine nikki ki taraf dekha aur us se kaha.

Mai bola “mai to yaha hi tha. Fir aap ne mujhe call kyo nahi kiya.”

Meri baat ke jabab me, nikki ne ek baar fir bade pyar se mere gaal par makhmali joota marte huye kaha.

Nikki boli “sorry, mujhe aapko khabar dena yaad nahi raha. Waise bhi us samay priya ko kisi ke hone, na hone se koi farak padne wala nahi tha. Us samay use sirf ilaj ki jarurat thi aur fir kisi ka uncle ke pas rahna bhi to, jaruri tha. Aap bhi yadi yaha aa jate to, uncle ke pas kaun rahta.”

Nikki ki is baat ka matlab bhale hi koi nahi samajh paya tha. Lekin mai uski narajgi ko samajh gaya tha. Aakhir priya ki is haalat ke liye, jimmedar bhi to mai hi tha.

Yadi maine priya ki baat maan li hoti to, priya ki ye haalat hargij nahi huyi hoti. Ab aise me yadi nikki, mujhe priya ki haalat ka doshi maan kar, mujhse naraj thi to, uski ye narajgi jayaj hi thi.

Lekin abhi mere liye nikki ki narajgi koi mayne nahi rakhti thi. Mujhe abhi sirf priya ki haalat ki chinta sata rahi thi aur meri becheni had se jyada badi huyi thi. Isliye maine nikki ki baat ko ansuna karte huye dada ji se kaha.

Mai bola “dadu, sab to yahi najar aa rahe hai. Fir is samay priya ke pas kaun hai.”

Dada ji bole “beta, priya ke pas abhi aakash (priya ke papa) hai.”

Mai bola “dadu, kya mai priya se mil sakta hu.”

Dada ji bole “beta, priya ko nind ka injection diya gaya hai. Wo abhi so rahi hai. Doctor ne ek se jyada logon ko, uske pas rahne se mana kiya hai.”

Magar is samay mera dil priya ko ek najar dekhne ke liye tadap raha tha. Mai kaise bhi bas ek baar use dekhna chahta tha. Maine fir dada ji kaha.

Mai bola “dadu, mai uske pas nahi jauga. Bas use door se hi dekhuga.”

Meri baton se dada ji ko meri becheni ka aehsas ho gaya tha. Un ne mujhe priya ko dekhne ki sahmati dete huye kaha.

Dada ji bole “thik hai beta. Yadi tumhara dil kar raha hai to, jakar dekh aao. Wo I.C.U. ke room no. 3 me hai.”

Dada ji ki baat sunte hi mai I.C.U. ki taraf bad gaya. I.C.U. room no. 3 ke pas pahuch kar mai ruk gaya. Maine dhadakte dil se, room ke darwaje ke shishe (Glass) se andar dekha to, mujhe priya dikhayi di.

Priya ke muh aur naak par Oxygen mask laga tha aur hath me iv drip (intravenous drip) lagi huyi thi. Nind ki dawa ke asar ki vajah se wo gahri nind me soyi huyi thi. Magar gahri nind ki haalat me bhi use uljhan si ho rahi thi.

Priya ko aisi haalat me dekh kar, meri aankhon me nami aa gayi aur mai apne aansuon ko bahne se rokne ki nakam koshish karne laga. Mai kya us samay priya ko koi bhi dekhta to, uska bhi yahi haal hota.

Hamesha hirni ki tarah, saare ghar me kudne firne wali ladki, aaj besudh si soyi huyi thi. Jiski hansi ko rok pana, kisi ke bas ki baat nahi thi. Aaj usne ro ro kar khud ko aisi haalat me aphucha diya tha ki, saans lena bhi uske liye ek saza si ban gayi thi.

Uski har aati jati saans, use nind me bhi ek dard sa dekar ja rahi thi. Mai priya ko hone wale dard ka aehsas kar raha tha ki, tabhi priya nind me chauk uthi. Use chaukte dekh kar uncle fauran apni seat se uth kar, priya ke pas aa gaye aur priya ke sar par hath ferne lage.

Mai priya ko dekh kar aisa kho gaya tha ki, meri najar uncle par padi hi nahi thi. Magar ab jab meri najar uncle par padi to, mere aansuon ka bandh toot gaya. Uncle ek hath priya ke sar par fer rahe the aur dusre hath se apne aansuon ko ponchh rahe the.

Wo bade gaur se priya ko dekhe ja rahe the aur unki aankhon se aansu bahe ja rahe the. Uncle ko dekh kar aaj pahli baar mujhe meri mari huyi maa ki yaad aa gayi. Bap ka dil kya hota hai. Aaj pahli baar mujhe uncle ko dekh kar aehsas ho raha tha.

Yadi mujhe chhoti maa ka pyar nahi mila hota to, mai apne baap ke hote huye bhi ek anath ki zindgi ji raha hota. Ek mera baap tha, jo jate jate apni aulad ke liye, aansuon ke beej bokar gaya tha aur ek uncle the jo, apni aulad ke liye aansu baha rahe the.

Ye sab dekh kar, mujhe chhoti maa ki yaad satane lagi. Un ne itne saalon me, kabhi ek baar bhi mujhe apni maa ki kami mehsus karne ka mauka nahi diya tha. Meri aankhen chhoti maa ke us pyar ko yaad karke chhalakne lagi.

Mera dil chhoti maa se lipat kar rone ka kar raha tha. Mujhe bahut jyada chhoti maa ki kami akharne lagi thi aur ab mere liye ek pal bhi waha ruk pana mushkil ho gaya tha. Isliye mai waha se alag ho gaya aur apne aansuon ko pochhte huye I.C.U. se bahar aa gaya.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 109}
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Wo bade gaur se priya ko dekhe ja rahe the aur unki aankhon se aansu bahe ja rahe the. Uncle ko dekh kar aaj pahli baar mujhe meri mari huyi maa ki yaad aa gayi. Bap ka dil kya hota hai. Aaj pahli baar mujhe uncle ko dekh kar aehsas ho raha tha.

Yadi mujhe chhoti maa ka pyar nahi mila hota to, mai apne baap ke hote huye bhi ek anath ki zindgi ji raha hota. Ek mera baap tha, jo jate jate apni aulad ke liye, aansuon ke beej bokar gaya tha aur ek uncle the jo, apni aulad ke liye aansu baha rahe the.

Ye sab dekh kar, mujhe chhoti maa ki yaad satane lagi. Un ne itne saalon me, kabhi ek baar bhi mujhe apni maa ki kami mehsus karne ka mauka nahi diya tha. Meri aankhen chhoti maa ke us pyar ko yaad karke chhalakne lagi.

Mera dil chhoti maa se lipat kar rone ka kar raha tha. Mujhe bahut jyada chhoti maa ki kami akharne lagi thi aur ab mere liye ek pal bhi waha ruk pana mushkil ho gaya tha. Isliye mai waha se alag ho gaya aur apne aansuon ko pochhte huye I.C.U. se bahar aa gaya.

Magar waha se bahar aa jaane ke bad bhi, uncle ke aansu, meri aankhon ke samne ghoom rahe the aur mujhe ek baap ke pyar ki kami ka aehsas kara rahe the. Jo pyar mujhe kabhi nashib nahi hua tha.

Is khayal ke chalte, mere kadam khud-ba-khud waiting lounge ki jagah, lift ki taraf bad gaye. Mai niche aa gaya aur samudar kinare, aekant me jakar, ek chattan par baith gaya.

Aaj ek ke bad ek ho rahe hadson ko dekh kar, mujhe aisa lag raha tha, jaise mere bure samay ki suruaat ho rahi ho. Raat se hi papa, riya, priya, keerti, mehul, nikki yaha tak ki ami ki baton se bhi mere dil ko jaane anjane me chot pahuch rahi thi.

Ye hi sab sochte sochte mera dil bahut jyada bechen ho utha tha. Aekant me aakar meri becheni or bhi jyada bad gayi thi aur is becheni ke aalam me meri aankhon me sirf chhoti maa ka chehra ghoom raha tha.

Mujhe lag raha tha ki, mai kaise bhi kar ke unke pas pahuch jau aur unke gale se lag kar, apna man halka kar lu. Maine bhaari man se apna mobile nikala aur chhoti maa ko call laga diya.

Magar un ne call nahi uthaya. Maine do teen baar aur unhe call lagaya. Magar natija wahi ka wahi raha. Chhoti maa ke call na uthane se, mere dil ka adhurapan or bhi jyada bad gaya.

Mera akelapan mujhe katne laga. Mujhe lagne laga ki chhoti maa ko bhi meri koi fikar nahi hai aur ye baat sochte hi meri aankhon me nami chha gayi. Lekin tabhi chhoti maa ka call aane laga. Maine udas man se call uthaya aur chhoti maa se kaha.

Mai bola “aapko mujhse baat karne ka time mil gaya.”

Magar chhoti maa mere is wakt ke haalat se anjan thi. Un ne bade hi sidhe sabdon me kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “are mujhe ghar ke aur bhi kaam rahte hai. Kaam chhor kar aane me kuch wakt to lagta hi hai.”

Lekin apni maa ko apne pas pakar, mere sabr ka baandh toot chukka tha. Na jaane kyo, meri aankhon ki nami, aansuon me badal gayi. Maine rote huye chhoti maa se kaha.

Mai bola “haan, haan, mai maru ya jiyu. Us se aapko kya hai. Aap to bas apne kaam me busy raho.”

Mujhe is tarah rota dekh kar chhoti maa ko jhatka laga. Unhe samajh nahi aaya ki, mai aisa kyo kah raha hu. Fir bhi un ne mujhe apni safayi dete huye kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “tu ye kaisi baat kar raha hai. Mere pas tere liye kab samay nahi raha. Mai roj to tujhse baat karti hu na. Fir tu aaj achanak aisa kyo bol raha hai.”

Magar mere upar chhoti maa ke safayi dene ka koi asar nahi pada. Maine fir apni baat ko dohrate huye kaha.

Mai bola “jab mai aapko call karta hu, tab aap mujhse baat karti ho. Aapko khud se, kabhi meri yaad nahi aati. Aapko bhala meri yaad kyo aayegi. Mai to aapka sautela beta hu na.”

Ye bol kar mai kisi chhote bacche ki tarah rone laga. Mere rone ne chhoti maa ko ye aehsas to kara diya tha ki, mujhe kuch hua hai. Isliye un ne mujhe sambhalne ki koshish karte huye, bade pyar se kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “ye achanak tujhe kya ho gaya. Mera bahadur beta, bachchon ki tarah kyo ro raha hai. Mai tere sath hu na. Fir tujhe kis baat ki chinta hai.”

Magar mere rone ki vajah to chhoti maa ka sath na mil pana thi aur un ki is baat ne mere jale par namak ka kaam kiya. Maine rote huye kaha.

Mai bola “kaha ho aap mere sath. Aapke pas mere liye wakt hi kaha hai. Aap to apne kaam me busy ho.”

Chhoti maa boli “mai kisi kaam me busy nahi thi. Tere papa se tera haal chaal hi pata kar rahi thi.”

Papa ka naam sunte hi mera gussa bhadak gaya. Maine aag babula hote huye kaha.

Mai bola “mere samne us kamine ka naam mat lo. Pahle usne meri maa ko mujhse chhina aur ab aapko bhi mujhse door kar raha hai. Pata nahi, mai kiske liye jinda hu. Mujhe to meri maa ke sath hi mar jana chahiye tha.”

Ye bol kar mai fir se subakne laga. Lekin meri is baat ne chhoti maa ke seene me, wo teer chubha diya tha. Jo shayad duniya ki kisi bhi maa ke seene ko chheer kar rakh deta. Aakhir tha to wo ek maa ka hi kaleja. Wo kab tak bhala meri baton ke teer ko sah pata.

Chhoti maa ka kaleja chhalni ho gaya aur unke bhi sabr ka bandh toot gaya. Unki aankhen bhi aansuon se bhig gayi aur un ke dil me chhupa dard bahar aane laga. Un ne meri baat se tilmilate huye kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “haan, tu sach kahta hai. Mai teri sauteli maa hi hu. Tere jeene marne se mujhe koi farak nahi padta hai. Magar ek baat kaan khol kar sun le. Tujhe kuch hone se pahle mai apne aapko khatam kar dugi aur us se pahle teri chhoti bahno ko jahar dekar maar dugi.”

“Kyoki tere bina na to teri bahne rah sakti hai aur na hi mai rah sakti hu. Itne saalon se apne pati ki saari jyadtiyan, jis bete ka muh dekh kar sah rahi thi. Aaj usne hi mujhe sautela kar diya. Mera to nashib hi kharab hai. Pati ka sukh to kabhi mila nahi aur aaj bete ne bhi maa manne se inkar kar diya. Mar to mujhe jana chahiye.”

Ye kah kah kar chhoti maa bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi. Unka rona dekh kar, mera rona aur bhi bad gaya. Ab chhoti maa bhi ro rahi thi aur mai bhi ro raha tha. Mai rote huye unko chup hone ko bol raha tha. Magar wo roye ja rahi thi aur unka rona dekh kar mai bhi roye ja raha tha.

Dono taraf se aansuon ki ganga jamuna bah rahi thi aur fir unko chup karane ki chah me, mere muh se achanak wo nikal gaya. Jise sunkar chhoti maa ka rona khud-ba-khud ruk gaya.

 

[Aanand]

Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 110}
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Chhoti maa boli “haan, tu sach kahta hai. Mai teri sauteli maa hi hu. Tere jeene marne se mujhe koi farak nahi padta hai. Magar ek baat kaan khol kar sun le. Tujhe kuch hone se pahle mai apne aapko khatam kar dugi aur us se pahle teri chhoti bahno ko jahar dekar maar dugi.”

“Kyoki tere bina na to teri bahne rah sakti hai aur na hi mai rah sakti hu. Itne saalon se apne pati ki saari jyadtiyan, jis bete ka muh dekh kar sah rahi thi. Aaj usne hi mujhe sautela kar diya. Mera to nashib hi kharab hai. Pati ka sukh to kabhi mila nahi aur aaj bete ne bhi maa manne se inkar kar diya. Mar to mujhe jana chahiye.”

Ye kah kah kar chhoti maa bilakh bilakh kar rone lagi. Unka rona dekh kar, mera rona aur bhi bad gaya. Ab chhoti maa bhi ro rahi thi aur mai bhi ro raha tha. Mai rote huye unko chup hone ko bol raha tha. Magar wo roye ja rahi thi aur unka rona dekh kar mai bhi roye ja raha tha.

Dono taraf se aansuon ki ganga jamuna bah rahi thi aur fir unko chup karane ki chah me, mere muh se achanak wo nikal gaya. Jise sunkar chhoti maa ka rona khud-ba-khud ruk gaya.

Meri aankhe aansuon se bhig rahi thi aur jindgi me pahli baar mere dil se ek shabd niikla. Jise maine rote huye chhoti maa se kaha.

Mai bola “mummy, pls mujhe maaf kar do. Pls mummy.”

Mere muh se mummy sunte hi chhoti maa ka rona ruk gaya aur un ne, ab tak ki saari baton ko bhulate huye, mujhse kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “tune abhi kya kaha, jara fir se bol.”

Mai bola “pls mujhe maaf kar do.”

Chhoti maa boli “nahi, ye nahi. Tune abhi mujhe kya kah kar bulaya tha.”

Mai bola “mummy.”

Meri baat sunkar chhoti maa ki aankhon ki nami ek baar fir se wapas aa gayi. Jo mujhe unki baton se samajh me aa rahi thi. Un ne mere muh se mummy sunte hi, mujhse kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “itni si baat kahne me, tune itne saal laga diye. Mere kaan kab se tere muh se ye shabd sunne ko tatap rahe the.”

Ye baat bolte huye chhoti maa bahut bhavuk ho gayi aur unhe bhavuk dekh kar, mai bhi bhavuk ho utha. Maine un se kaha.

Mai bola “haan mummy, aap hi meri maa ho. Aapke siwa is duniya me mera koi nahi hai. Pls apne is nalayak bete ko maaf kar do.”

Meri aankhen abhi bhi aansuon me bhigi huyi thi. Magar meri baton se chhoti maa ko jo khushi mili thi. Wo unki baton se jhalakne lagi. Un ne mujhe chup karate huye kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “chup kar pagle. Kya fir mujhe rulayega. Khabardar jo kabhi apne aapko nalayak kaha. Tu to mera pyara beta hai.”

Chhoti maa ki baat sunkar, mere chehre par khushi aa gayi. Maine apne aansu ponchhte huye kaha.

Mai bola “sorry mummy. Ab kabhi aisi baat nahi karuga. Ab aap mujhse naraj to nahi ho na.”

Chhoti maa boli “nahi, bilkul nahi hu. Balki aaj to mai bahut khush hu. Aaj tune mujhe wo khushi di hai. Jiske liye mai barson se taras rahi thi. Yadi aaj tu mere pas hota to, mai abhi tujhe apne gale se laga leti. Mera dil tujhe gale lagane ke liye bahut tadap raha hai.”

Mai bola “mummy, mujhe bhi aapki bahut yaad aa rahi thi. Isliye jab aapne call uthane me der ki to, mujhe gussa aa gaya aur mai gusse me ye sab bol gaya.”

Chhoti maa boli “lekin aaj tujhe hua kya hai. Tu itna pareshan sa kyo hai.”

Meri abhi chhoti maa se baat chal hi rahi thi ki, tabhi dusre mobile par keerti ka call aane laga. Maine uska call kaat diya aur fir chhoti maa se baat karne laga. Maine chhoti maa se kaha.

Mai bola “nahi, mummy, jaisa aap soch rahi hai. Aisi koi baat nahi hai. Bas mujhe aaj aapki bahut yaad aa rahi thi.”

Lekin meri is baat ka chhoti maa par koi asar nahi pada. Un ne meri pareshani ka karan janne ki koshish karte huye kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “ab tu mujhe bahlane ki koshish mat kar. Kya mai nahi janti ki, tujhe itni jyada apni maa ki kami kab akharti hai. Bachpan se tujhe itna bada aise hi nahi kar di hu. Mai teri rag rag se wakif hu. Sach sach bata, kya baat tujhe pareshan kar rahi hai.”

Aakhir me mujhe chhoti maa ki jid ke samne jhukna hi pada. Maine unhe priya ki tabiyat aur uncle ke rone ke baare me bataya. Chhoti maa mere man ki baat samajh gayi thi. Isliye un ne is baat ko aage na bada kar, muskurate huye kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “chhod is baat ko aur meri ek baat ka sach sach jabab de.”

Mai bola “ji, puchhiye.”

Chhoti maa boli “pahle vada kar ki, mai jo puchhugi. Tu sach sach jabab dega.”

Mai bola “isme vada karne ki kya jarurat hai. Kya maine kabhi aapse kuch jhuth kaha hai.”

Chhoti maa boli “haan, ye baat to hai. Tu mujhse kabhi jhuth nahi bolta.”

Mai bola “to fir puchhiye, aapko kya puchhna hai.”

Chhoti maa boli “acha ye bata, tujhe ami nimi me se kaun jyada pyara hai.”

Chhoti maa ka sawal sunkar ek pal ke liye to mera dimag chakra gaya. Lekin dusre hi pal maine un par bhadakte huye kaha.

Mai bola “aap ye kaisa betuka sawal puchh rahi hai. Bhala ye bhi koi sawal hua. Puchhna hi hai to, koi dhang ka sawal puchhiye.”

Chhoti maa boli “sawal to mera yahi hai. Yadi tu jabab dene se darta hai to, jabab mat de.”

Chhoti maa mujhe chane ke jhad par chada rahi thi aur mai chadta ja raha tha. Maine taav me aakar kaha.

Mai bola “yadi aapka sawal yahi hai to, mera jabab bhi sun lijiye. Mujhe dono hi pyari hai. Yadi ek mera dil hai to, dusri us dil ki dhadakan hai. Na to koi dil ke bina rah sakta hai aur na dhadkan ke bina rah sakta hai. Ab mil gaya aapko aapke sawal ka jabab.”

Chhoti maa boli “ye bhi bhala koi jabab hua. Saaf saaf bol, dono me se kaun jyada pyara hai.”

Mai bola “jabab to maine de diya. Ab aap khud hi faisla kar lijiye ki, dil jyada jaruri hota hai ya fir dhadkan jyada jaruri hoti hai.”

Ye bol kar mai apni jeet par hasne laga. Un ne mujhe hanste huye dekh kar, muh banate huye kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “tune mujhe meri baat ka jabab nahi diya na. Thik hai, aaj ke bad mai tujhse kuch bhi nahi puchhugi.”

Chhoti maa ki is baat se mujhe aisa laga ki wo mujhse naraj ho gayi hai. Isliye maine unhe manate huye kaha.

Mai bola “mai kab aapki baat ka jabab dene se mana kar raha hu. Lekin aap bekar ka sawal kar rahi hai. Aapko jiske baare me bhi puchhna hai, aap puchh lijiye. Lekin ami nimi ke baare me mera wahi jabab rahega, jo maine abhi aapko diya hai.”

Ye baat kahne ke bad mujhe lag raha tha ki, ab chhoti maa mujhse aisa koi sawal nahi karegi. Lekin aisa sochna meri bhool thi. Kyoki chhoti maa ne ami nimi ki baat to, sirf mujhe apni baton ke jaal me uljhane ke liye ki thi. Asli baat to wo ab puchhne wali thi. Un ne meri baat sun kar kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “rahne de, mujhe kuch nahi puchhna. Tu fir se gol mol jabab dekar mera mood kharab karega.”

Mai bola “nahi mummy, aap puchho. Ab mai aapka mood kharab nahi karuga.”

Chhoti maa boli “thik hai, tu kahta hai to, puchh hi leti hu.”

Ye kah kar chhoti maa thodi der kuch sochti rahi. Fir un ne kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “acha ye bata, yadi tujhse tere papa aur mujh me se, kisi ek ko chunne ko kaha jaye to, tu kis ko chunega aur kyo chunega.”

Chhoti maa ka ye sawal sunkar mujhe hansi aa gayi. Mai apni hansi rok na paya aur maine hanste huye kaha.

Mai bola “aaj aapko kya ho gaya hai. Kaise bachchon jaise sawal kiye ja rahi hai.”

Chhoti maa boli “mere sawal bachchon jaise hai to kya hua. Tu un bachchon jaise sawalon ka bhi to, sahi se jabab nahi de pa raha hai.”

Mai bola “isme jabab kya dena. Kya aap itna bhi nahi samajhti ki, ek bachche ke liye uski maa se bad kar kuch nahi hota.”

Chhoti maa boli “mai kya samjhti hu aur kya nahi, ye tu mujh par chhod de. Tu bas apna jabab de ki, tu apne papa aur mujh me se kisko chunega aur kyo chunega.”

Mai bola “mai aapko chunuga.”

Chhoti maa boli “aise nahi, jara ache se soch kar jabab de.”

Mai bola “isme sochna kya hai. Mai har haal me aapko hi chunuga.”

Chhoti maa boli “ye tune itni aasani se isliye bol diya hai. Kyoki abhi tere papa, tujhse bilkul pyar nahi karte. Magar maan le, wo tujhe bahut pyar karne lage, tab tu dono me kisko chunega.”

Ek pal ko papa ke pyar na karne wali baat mere dil ko chubh gayi. Mujhe aisa laga jaise chhoti maa ne meri dukhti rag par hath rakh diya ho. Kuch der ke liye mai sach me soch me pad gaya. Magar agle hi pal mere dil ne apna faisla suna diya. Maine chhoti maa se kaha.

Mai bola “papa mujhe kitna hi pyar kyo na kar le. Magar mai dono me se, aapko hi chunuga.”

Chhoti maa boli “aisa kyo, kya tere liye tere papa ke pyar ka koi mol nahi hai.”

Mai bola “aapke sawal ka jabab to maine de diya. Fir isme kyo wali baat kaha se aa gayi.”

Chhoti maa boli “nahi, abhi mere sawal ka pura jabab tune nahi diya. Maine puchha tha ki, kisko chunega aur kyo chunega. Yadi tu vajah nahi batata hai to, mai yahi samjhugi ki, tu jhuth bol raha hai aur ye baat tune sirf mera dil rakhne ke liye kahi hai.”

Mai bola “mujhe koi jhuth bolne ki jarurat nahi hai. Maine jo kaha wahi sach hai. Duniya me aapse bad kar mere liye kuch bhi nahi hai. Papa kya, duniya me koi bhi, kabhi aapki jagah nahi le sakta. Aapke pyar se bad kar mere liye kuch bhi nahi hai aur aapko chunne ke liye mujhe kabhi bhi sochne ki jarurat nahi hai. Bhala ek bete ke liye, uski maa se bhi bad kar kuch hota hai kya.”

Ye kah kar mai chhoti maa ke jabab ka intejar karne laga. Mujhe lag raha tha ki, mere is jabab ke bad, chhoti maa ke pas kahne ko kuch nahi rahega. Lekin aisa nahi hua. Un ne meri baat sunkar kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “jab tere liye, teri maa se bad kar kuch nahi hai to, fir tu apne papa ke pyar ki kami ko kyo mehsus karta hai. Kya mai, tujhe pyar nahi karti ya fir mere pyar me kuch kami hai.”

Chhoti maa ki baat sunkar mai sann rah gaya. Mere pas unki is baat ka koi jabab nahi tha aur mai khamosh rahne ke siwa kuch na kar saka. Mujhe khamosh dekh kar un ne fir kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “kya hua, kuch bolta kyo nahi. Kya sach me mai tujhe pyar nahi karti ya fir mere pyar me kuch kami hai.”

Mujhe apni galti ka aehsas ho chuka tha aur ye baat bhi mere samajh me aa chuki thi ki, itni der se chhoti maa, bachchon ki tarah ki baten kyo kar rahi thi. Maine un ke samne apni galti mante huye kaha.

Mai bola “sorry mummy, mai galat tha, jo us baat ko lekar itna dukhi ho gaya. Aapke pyar me kabhi koi kami nahi rahi. Mai hi nasamajh tha, jo is baat ko pahle na samajh saka ki, mere pas to duniya ka sabse anmol pyar hai. Jiski barabari kisi ka bhi pyar nahi kar sakta. Mujhse khushnashib to is duniya me koi dusra nahi hoga. Jise itna pyar karne wali maa mili ho.”

Meri baat sunkar chhoti maa ne ek thandi saans li. Unhe is baat ki khushi thi ki, jo baat wo mujhe samjhana chahti thi, wo baat mai samajh gaya tha. Un ne aage mujhe samjhate huye kaha.

Chhoti maa boli “dekh jo hua, use bhul ja. Lekin meri ek baat hamesha yaad rakhna. Is duniya me, kisi ke pas bhi, sab kuch nahi rahta. Har insan ko, kisi na kisi baat ki kami rahti hi hai. Lekin khush sirf wo hi insan rahta, jo apni kamiyon ko nahi, balki un chijon ko dekhta hai, jo use jindgi me hasil hai.”

“Isliye jab kabhi bhi tujhe, apni jindgi me, kisi kami ka aehsas ho to, sirf un chijon ki taraf dekhna, jo tujhe jindgi me hasil hai. Tab tujhe kabhi kisi chij ki kami se dukh nahi hoga.”

Ye bol kar chhoti maa chup ho gayi. Maine unhe is baat ka viswas dilaya ki, mai unki baat ko samajh chuka hu aur ab kabhi unhe shikayat ka mauka nahi duga. Fir chhoti maa se thodi bahut halki fulki baten karne ke bad maine phone rakh diya.

Chhoti maa se baat karne ke bad mai apne aap me ek nayi tajgi mehsus kar raha tha. Mujhe ab sirf keerti ke call ke tanav ke siwa koi tanav nahi tha. Kyoki mai jab chhoti maa se baat kar raha tha. Tab wo mere dono mobile par call lagati ja rahi thi.

Maine dusre mobile par uska call do teen baar kaata, uske bad bhi uska call aata raha. Wo us samay shayad apne room me rahi hogi. Isliye use ye samajh me nahi aaya ki, mai chhoti maa se baat kar raha hu.

Khair mere liye ye koi jyada tanav wali baat nahi thi. Isliye mai mehul ko call lagakar us se baat karne laga. Itni der tak mere hospital me najar na aane ki vajah se, mehul ko laga tha ki, mai ghar ja chuka hu aur wo kuch der bad uncle ke pas chala gaya tha.

Mehul ne mujhse ghar jaane ko kaha to, maine kah diya ki, jab tak priya so kar nahi uthti hai, tab tak mai yahi rahuga. Fir thodi bahut baat karne ke bad maine phone rakh diya.

Maine ghadi dekhi to 5 baj chuka tha. Mujhe dada ji logon ke pas se aaye bahut der ho gayi thi. Isliye ab mai upar un logon ke pas jana chahta tha. Magar uske pahle keerti se baat karna bhi jaruri tha.

Warna upar pahuchte hi uska call aa sakta tha. Yahi soch kar, maine keerti ko call laga diya. Lekin jab do teen baar call jaane ke bad bhi keerti ne call nahi uthaya to, mujhe laga shayad wo kisi kaam me busy hai.

Isiliye maine use call lagana band kiya aur sabke pas upar hospital me chala gaya. Maine waha pahuch kar, dada ji se priya ki tabiyat ka pata kiya. Priya abhi bhi dawa ke asar se so hi rahi thi.

Mai bhi sabke sath waha baith kar, priya ke jaagne ka intejar karne laga. Sab aapas me kuch na kuch baat kar rahe the. Lekin nikki bilkul khamosh thi. Mai nikki se baat karne ki kosis karne laga.

Magar wo meri kisi bhi baat ka sahi se jabab nahi de rahi thi. Shayad abhi bhi uski narajgi door nahi huyi thi. Uska naraj hona jayaj tha. Lekin fir bhi mujhe uski ye narajgi achi nahi lagi aur mai waiting lounge se bahar nikal aaya.

Bahar porch me aakar mai keerti ko call lagane laga. Magar keerti abhi bhi call nahi utha rahi thi. Ab mujhe samajhte der nahi lagi ki, keerti shayad uska call na uthaye jaane ki vajah se, naraj hai aur isi gusse me wo call nahi utha rahi hai.

Aaj ka din mere liye bahut hi ajib tha. Jaha ja raha tha, sabki narajgi mol le raha tha. Yadi aaj chhoti maa bhi mujhse naraj ho gayi hoti to, ye din mere liye ek manhoos din hi kahlata.

Lekin chhoti maa se baat karke mujhe jo shukun mila tha. Usne mere andar ek viswas jaga diya tha aur mujhe ek nayi takat di thi. Jise mehsus karne ke bad, mujhe ye sab baten bahut chhoti lagne lagi thi.

Mujhe viswas tha ki, keerti aur nikki ki narajgi ko door karna koi badi baat nahi hai. Apne isi viswas ke chalte maine apna mobile nikala aur mehul ke mobile se liye huye shayari wale Sms dekhne laga.

Usme mujhe narajgi ke upar do Sms mil gaye. Maine un me se ek Sms keerti ko aur dusra Sms nikki ko send kar diya.

Keerti ko send kiya Sms “Na Rulana Bura Hai,
Na Satana Bura Hai,
Bas Jara Jara Si Baat Par,
Tera Rooth Jana Bura Hai.”

Nikki ko send kiya Sms “Dost Dost Se Kabhi Khafa Nahi Hote,
Dil Dil Se Kabhi Juda Nahi Hote,
Bhula Dena Humari Kamiyon Ko,
Kyoki Insan Kabhi Khuda Nahi Hote.”

Keerti aur nikki ko Sms send karne ke bad, maine ek thandi saans li aur fir wahi porch me rakhi chair par baith gaya. Thodi hi der bad mujhe nikki waiting lounge se bahar nikalti dikhi.

Mai waiting lounge ke bilkul samne hi baitha tha. Isliye lounge se bahar nikalte hi nikki ki najar mujh par pad gayi aur wo sidhe mere pas aane lagi. Lekin nikki ke mere pas pahuchne se pahle hi keerti ka Sms aa gaya.

Keerti ka Sms “Koi Roothe Yaha To Kaun Manane Aata Hai,
Rone Wala Khud Hi Chup Ho Jata Hai,
Duniya Bhool Jaye To Koi Gam Nahi Hota,
Jab Apne Bhool Jaye To Rona Aata Hai.”

Mai jab tak Sms padta raha, tab tak nikki mere pas aakar khadi ho gayi thi. Tabhi mere dimag me nikki ko manane ka ek tarika aaya aur maine apna mobile uski taraf bada diya.